February '23 Audio Poll
Hello cutie,
Here's your choices for this month's vote audio. It'll be released on the 24th of February.
You've one week to make your choices. Pick one or all. As always if there's a tie, I'll make both!
Until next time...
serveladyportia posts
No Thoughts Open Toy Obeys [Mantra] [No Wakener] [Whispers] [Toy] [Objectification]
No Wakener | Mantra | Toy | Objectification | Whispers
Hello toy,
We both know you need a little more training.
Making your mind more open and suggestible.
It's a pleasure.
No Thoughts.
Open Toy Obeys.
Submissive Conditioning - Vote Audio [Conversational] [Fractionation] [Finger Snap Wakener] [Open Ended]
Conversational | Open Ended Suggestion | Fractionation | Submission is Pleasure | Finger Snap Wakener | Reinforces Submissive Feelings
Hello sweetheart,
This delightful audio, as voted for by you, reinforces submissive feelings with pleasure and drops you again and again with fractionation.
Every time you listen, it reinforces these feelings. Training and conditioning your mind even more.
Unlike other audios, the suggestion is open-ended and has no fixed end.
I can't wait to hear about how melted your mind is.
Until next time...
Rest Recharge Relax Mantra [No Wakener] [Relaxing]
No Wakener | Relaxing | Mantra
Hello cutie,
Getting used to new routines and an entirely new year means you need to take to time to breathe.
Taking a moment to complete let your mind drift away.
Your mind and body needs to rest, recharge and relax.
Enjoy cutie.
Until next time...
Later This Week...
Hello cutie,
As usual, a delicious mantra tomorrow. Alas my computer decided to not save the latest chapter for For Her Pleasure but I do have an earlier draft that I'll work on this week.
Coming out on Friday is the Submissive Conditioning vote audio for Cute Crush tier. There's more I want to add for that script so over the next few days I'll write, record and edit.
Drink water and do your stretches, cutie.
Enjoy melting your mind.
Until next time...
Pleasure is Obedience, Obedience is Pleasure Mantra [No Wakener] [30 Mins]
Mantra | No Wakener | 30 Minutes | Pleasure | Obedience | Voice Effects | Whispers
Hello cutie,
I wonder how long your mind will last being melted in the most delicious way possible. After thirty minutes, I think you'll be a submissive puddle of delightful pleasure.
Enjoy melting, I know you will.
Pleasure is Obedience.
Obedience is Pleasure.
Happy Jan Update
Hello cutie,
The last week has been go go go for me personally. Doing all the appointments I've been putting off for a while and it's another tick off my to-do list.
At the same time, having the space to rest and refill my creative well has been so rejuvenating. This year, it'll be wise to take a break for a week every few months and I'll let you know ahead of time.
Firstly, the Submissive Conditioning audio won the vote poll so I'll scribble some ideas for the script this weekend. It'll be posted on January 27th for Cute Crush and higher.
I'll be returning on Monday with a mantra. I'm gathering words for the next chapter of For Her Pleasure, which should be posted at the end of next week. Now that I've said it's next week, it means I've committed and I have to get it done.
Let's be gentle with January as we ease ourselves back into routines.
It's evening for me now and it's quite dark and stormy. I'm going do stretches for my back, get changed into a comfy onesie and think about what delicious ways to play with your mind.
Until next time...
For Her Pleasure - Chapter Three
I'll compile all this links once the story is complete.
There's at least one more chapter to come.
Start the story at Chapter One.
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Quiet conversation rippled through the bar. Much like the rest of the hotel, no expense was spared. The ambience of a luxurious playground was carefully crafted by countless designers. Low saxophone music echoed through hidden speakers. Discrete frosted screens separated warm leather booths. A shattered glass counter stretched all the way along one side of the counter. Veins of molten gold peeked through the cracks. Delicate glass pineapple chandeliers dotted the ceiling refracting prisms of light. They weren’t very functional but Vicki had to admit they were pretty.
Perched on a barstool beside the counter, Vicki smoothed a hand down the side of her dress and reached for her fruity cocktail. The heady blend was a perfect balance of strawberry and alcohol. She’s sipped her drink for a half hour and was convinced everything should be served with a cheerful paper umbrella.
“Waiting for someone?” A low familiar voice murmured behind her. Alex.
“Maybe.” Draining her glass she turned towards him. Vicki refused to make this easy for him. “Maybe not.”
Suppressing the urge to lick her lips, Vicki’s eyes devoured him. Alex pulled out all the stops to seduce her tonight. His hair was slightly ruffled, like he’d run his hands through his hair. Nervous? Anxious?
Apart from a crisp white shirt, a particular favourite of hers, the rest of his clothing was a rich midnight blue. Waistcoat, pants and a slim elegant tie. Formal and classy without being boring and stuffy. Notes of jasmine and sandalwood from his warm cologne teased her senses. Her tongue felt heavy in her mouth. When Alex was this close to her it made her feel light-headed.
With a grin, he leaned towards her. Waiting for her to reply. She hadn’t heard a word. Worse, she was staring.
Needing a distraction, Vicki fished the bright umbrella out of her drink and twirled it between her fingers. “You were saying?”
Something flashed across his face. Vicki knew that look. Satisfaction. He enjoyed her reaction to him. Far too much. Playful. Filled with a boy-next-door charm.
“Nothing worth remembering,” he murmured with a sly wink. He let the words hang in the air between them.
“You’re pretty. Too pretty.” With her elbow on the bar, she propped her chin on her hand and let her eyes roam over his body. With a single finger, she touched the knot at this throat and slowly trailed down along the buttons of his waistcoat. “You know, It’s not fair to everyone else.”
Alex smirked and drummed his fingers on the counter. “Buy a guy a drink first.”
“Want to know the worst part?” Vicki leaned back and let her eyes wander along his face and body. “You know it too. You’re a pretty boy.”
A half-smile curled his lips. “Been a long time since anyone’s called me a boy.”
“Perhaps,” she admitted, trailing a finger across her lips. “But with the right woman, you’d be a good boy.”
Alex looked away, a slow blush fanning across his cheeks. The cocky attitude melted under the scrunity of her gaze. She knew his cheat code. Besides, she didn’t need to play by the rules. They were her rules. All to be bent or broken as she pleased.
Alex clicked his tongue. He unbuttoned his sleeves and rolled them up past his elbow. Taut muscles and tendons twitched with every flex. “And what about the wrong woman?”
“Easy.” Vicki tapped a finger on her chin in thoughtful consideration. “With the wrong woman you’d be the best boy.”
“Is that right?” he asked with an innocent swagger.
“One hundred percent. But,” she hesitated. “The wrong woman won’t let you go home. She’ll want every piece of you. Everything you are. Everything you hope to be. It all belongs to her.”
“I bet you know exactly what type you are.”
Vicki trailed a finger across her lips. “It’s a secret.”
“Always is.” Vicki crooked her finger at him, motioning for him to come closer. “I can tell you for a price.”
He quirked a brow. “Which is?”
“Obedience.” Her murmured syllables hung in the air between them.
Without a word Alex moved closer, leaning down towards her. His delicious cologne enveloped her. Vicki’s body warmed in anticipation. She couldn’t help herself. Placing her hand on his shoulder, she urged him closer to her. Her fingertips lingered on the nape of his neck. Alex gripped the counter with a white-knuckled ferocity.
“Me? I’m the worst kind,” she whispered, letting the thrill of teasing control ripple through her. She could whisper whatever she wanted into his ear and he wouldn’t be able to do anything about it. Her mouth was dry, pulse thundering in her chest. Her thumb stroked the sensitive spot behind his ear. “I’m a sweetheart. I like making men do what I want. It’s easy for me. I don’t even have to think about it. You can’t resist. Your free will is an illusion.”
Her sharp nail lingered on his earlobe. “You never had a choice with me. I see it. I want it. I take it.” When Vicki pulled back as an intense blush colored his cheeks, a bold slash of red even tinged his ears. His shy response made her want to paint her lips across his body. He truly was her prey.
Alex cleared his throat and his tongue darted along his full lower lip. Vicki didn’t need to look to know his cock was at full throttle straining at his zipper. Throbbing, leaking and aching to be touched. Vicki closed her eyes. It will be too easy to give him. She wasn’t going to make it easy for Alex. Not tonight. She was going to do what she wanted. He was along for the ride. A willing victim for all her desires.
“Everyone knows about the praying mantis but the queen bee is truly rules above all. Do you know what a mating flight is?”
Alex raised his shoulder in a shrug. “Something fun?”
“Depends on your point of view,” Vicki said with a dramatic pause. “A mating flight is when a queen bee moves to a new hive and the colony follows. Male drones follow the queen’s trail. However,” Vicki held up a finger. “Mating means death. After an explosive moment of pleasure with the queen, he’s already replaced with another drone. The Queen bee leaves a trail of bodies behind her.”
“I never knew the honeybee had it so hard.” Alex clucked his tongue and sighed. “Mating with a dominant woman is a risky business.”
Vicki glanced at him over the rim of her glass and drained every sweet drop. She slid off the barstool, tilted her head and gave his knee a squeeze. “Follow me.”
Pushing away from the counter, Alex trailed behind her sharp clicking heels. Winding past the line of booths, Vicki reached for the glass doors. Holding the door open, she winked at him and followed him outside.
Overlooking the lake, enormous potted plants and iron tables dotted the patio. Even in the darkness, lights from the hotel danced on the water. Warm muted string lights criss-crossed above them in a romantic canopy. Out here together, they had the illusion of privacy.
Vicki kept her eyes on his face, reaching for his hand and guiding it to her shoulder. She brushed her fingertips along his wrist, to his chest and finally slid her hand down to his waist. With her other hand, she drew her fingertips across the rough lines of his palm and laced their fingers together. She started slow, shifting her weight from side to side in a gentle sway.
“You’re leading,” Alex murmured, giving himself over to her guidance.
“Yes,” she murmured with a firm squeeze on his waist. “I am.” They both knew he was helpless to follow her every step. Her every whim. Moving to their own beat, together they spun in a slow circle beneath the twinkling lights. Out here they were in their own world together.
Ever the gentleman, Alex was mindful and kept a decent distance between their hips. Vicki couldn’t stop herself from closing the distance between their bodies. She already knew what she did to him and she wanted to feel it.
Reaching up, Vicki drew a finger along his jaw, his chin and traced the shape of his lips. Twisting his slim blue tie along her knuckles, she tugged him lower. His eyes devoured her, intensely aware of her every movement. Their lips hung a hairs breath apart, she tasted sharp mint on his breath.Everything outside of them faded away.
Vicki always got what she wanted. And she wanted everything. Every single piece of him. She wasn’t going to stop with tonight. His body, mind and soul. Every piece of him belonged to her. And she in turn, belonged to him.
“Good toy,” she whispered with a smile. she slid her fingers along his waist and settled her hands across his back. Leaning her head against his chest, she pressed herself closer to him as his own hands dropped to her hips. Comforting warmth radiated from him. She needed to feel his skin under her nails. While she couldn’t strip him on the patio in front of all the guests relaxing in the bar, there was something she could do.
Despite all his efforts, Vicki slid her leg between his and kept pace with their gentle sway. Tension bolted throughout his body. His only response was a tightening of his hand on her waist. As Vicki pressed herself closer, she grinded against him for a few seconds.
Unable to hide his rock-hard arousal from her, Alex dropped his head to her shoulder. Letting all the pretense fall away. A low sound escaped his lips. She was pushing him and she loved every moment. There was nothing he could do to stop her. His reaction heated her body in anticipation. Every tease heightened the inevitable pleasure.
“Colour?” she whispered.
“Green,” he rumbled with a low growl. “Always green.”
“I like you saying it anyway. Making you admit. Vicki’s gentle fingers drifted along his cheek as she pressed a kiss to his neck. “Let’s go.”
Chapter Four (Part One)
Delicious Presents
Hello cutie,
A few delicious gifts arrived today from my Throne.
I simply can't wait to sit down with a cup of tea and read this book and make notes in my new notebook in wonderful Tender Purple ink.
Mmm...
Wonderful.
💕
Jan 2023 Audio Poll
Hello cutie,
It's time to select what audio I'll make for you this month. Pick one or as many as you like.
Whatever delicious choice wins will be released on 27th of January.
If there's a tie, I'll make both. I can't wait to see what wins.
Until next time...
Best Wishes For 2023
Hello cutie,
My very best wishes to you for 2023.
It's New Years Eve and I'm resting as much as possible today.
Yesterday I got my second booster yesterday so my body feels like it's gone ten rounds in a boxing ring.
This morning, I nipped outside for a walk and now I'm all cuddled up and cosy, sipping a cup of tea.
I'm going to write a bit more on chapter three of For Her Pleasure today. It will be posted to all tiers for when it's ready. I've already scribbled some things for chapter four.
I'm looking forward to sharing it with you soon.
I can't wait to melt your mind even more in 2023.
Until next time...
Share Your Thoughts for 2023
Hello cutie,
I certainly wish you've had a peaceful and relaxing festive time.
I'm already thinking about delicious plans for 2023.
If you'd like to anonymously share your thoughts or suggestions, I've a special Google Form.
As always, it's a pleasure for me to anything you'd like to share.
Whether it's reflections on the past year, your experiences listening to my audios, what you'd love to see in on my Patreon in 2023 or anything else.
I'll spend time updating the tiers from tomorrow onwards and I'll post the audio choices for January for Cute Crush and higher.
Today I'm writing more words on fun adventures with Miss Vicki and Alex. I'll share it with you soon.
Until next time...
Swirly Snuggly Sleepy
Head Pats | Visualisation - Green and White Spiral | Relaxer | Sleep-aid | Deepener | Finger Snaps | Shushing | Whispers
A lovely script written by Carrow Brisby.
Hello cutie,
A special audio gift for you today. Filled with lots of head pats, visualisation cues and lots of relaxation, it'll be so easy to fall under my spell with a few finger snaps.
Drift away into sleep once I've had my way with you.
Until next time...
Dec-Jan Update
Hello cutie,
A short update with housekeeping stuff.
I had a wonderful time for my birthday. There was a possibility it had to be called off due to bad weather but everything went well and I had a wonderful time.
This month's voted audio will be ready tomorrow.
Initially called Wrapped Into Pleasure, I'll have a think about a better title.
I've yet to edit it but looking at it now I think it'll be in the 18-22 minute mark.
Tying you up with warm silken bindings will be so much fun...
Later today, I'm releasing a bonus audio scripted by Carrow Brisby and voiced by me.
From the 26th of December, I'll start making the changes to the tiers update which I wrote about before. Cute Crush or higher will be the tier to access mantras, longer audio, vote audio and any other creative things I choose to do moving forward.
I'll be returning on the 16th of January for audio.
There will be updates but no specific Patreon audio releases.
I am working on a few bits of writing and I'll release them when I'm happy with them.
Until next time...
Restful Text Induction
Post-Hypnotic Warm Sensation | Post-Hypnotic writing | Relaxation
Hello cutie,
There you are.
I’ve been waiting for you.
I know you’ve been waiting for me too.
It’s a pleasure to read my words.
Even now, you can hear my voice in your mind reading my words to you.
Lulling your body and mind into relaxation.
Eyes focused on my words.
Taking your mind down.
Down.
Down.
Down.
Your mind slowly drops with every word.
That’s right.
My voice echoing in your mind.
Down.
Down.
Down.
Slipping deeper and deeper.
Shh…
That’s right.
I know you can slip deeper for me.
Let your mind drift.
All your thoughts flow away.
10
Slip.
9
Fall.
8
Deeper.
7
Deeper.
6
All for me.
5
Feels so good.
4
Down.
3
Down.
2
Down.
1
Mine.
0
My toy.
My sweet plaything.
I know what’s best for you.
Your mind sleeps.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Feel relaxing warmth spread across your shoulders, like a soft comforting blanket.
Peaceful warmth flows along your back, letting tension melt away.
This comforting warmth will linger with you for a little while once you've woken up.
All you need to do is follow my words.
It’s so easy.
Float.
Drift.
Let yourself go.
Lost in pleasure.
My guidance is a gift.
I"m with you.
Once you awaken, you’re going to write these words.
Thank you for your guidance Miss Portia.
See?
That’s so easy.
I know you’ll do so well.
You obey so well after all.
You can’t help melting for my thoughts and words.
It’s a pleasure to lead your mind.
5
4
3
2
1
0
Awaken refreshed and relaxed.
You've done so well.
You're such a good toy.
Calm Peaceful Relaxed Mantra [No Wakener]
Mantra | No Wakener
Hello cutie,
A lovely mantra to melt away all the tension.
Let your mind rest for a little while, especially at this time of year.
While audio editing this mantra I felt myself becoming sleepy and warm and in need of a nap. When this audio is posted at its usual time, I'll be all warm and snuggly having a nap.
Enjoy cutie.
Mindless Toy Edges Mantra [No Wakener] [Whispers] [Doubled Voices] [Voice Effects]
Mantra | No Wakener | Toy | Objectification | Voice Effects
Hello toy,
I know exactly what you are.
You're a mindless toy.
You're my mindless toy.
A mindless toy edges...
Again and again and again.
Three Hours Finger Snap Fractionation on YouTube
Finger Snap | Fractionation | Snap and Rise | Loop
Hello cutie,
I'm pleased to say I've an amazing three hours of Finger Snap Fractionation on YouTube. Letting your mind rest and relax is amazing.
Enjoy.
Dec '22 Schedule
This time of year is perfect for warm cuddles, luxurious hot chocolates and naps. Lots of naps.
Tender whispers and soft sighs of pleasure. There's so many delicious ways to play with you and your mind.
9th - Longer Audio
12th - Mantra
19th - Mantra
23rd - Vote Audio
Of course, there will be a few surprises in store too, but that's a secret for now.
Until next time...
December '22 Audio Poll
Hello cutie,
A number of delicious choices all for you.
If there's a tie, I'll write and record both, one in December and the other in January.
Whatever audio wins will be released on December 16th.
Voting closes in a week.
I'm looking forward to seeing what wins...
Adventure and A Short Update
Hello cutie,
If you follow my Twitter you might have seen I went on an adventure yesterday.
I don't have any experience with bicycles.
None whatsoever.
A couple of months ago, a close friend of mine gifted me her bicycle as she hadn't used it in a few years. Her adorable Dutch-style bicycle needed a lot of cleaning and maintenance work and was supposed to be my self-care winter project.
YouTube was my friend for the basics. It truly was satisfying to put some music on my headphones and work with my hands taking the bicycle apart, cleaning it and putting it all back together. I enjoyed the process so much, I had everything done in three weeks instead of three months.
After I fixed and cleaned the bicycle, it was idle for a few weeks. I didn't quite have to courage to pedal. Simply sitting on the saddle was like I was strapped to a rocket. The gear clicker looked like a fancy bell and I had no idea how gears properly worked. (I wasn't kidding when I said zero experience.)
The first time I sat in the saddle, I walked my bicycle more than sitting on it. Let's just say, steering was a bit shaky, but yes, I learned how to use gears fairly quickly that day.
Yesterday's adventure was my second time in the saddle. Pedalling for 11 kilometers up and down hills truly was a step outside my comfort zone. Plus, it was a ring route so I had to keep going until I got all the way back. No shortcuts.
The experience was truly a pleasure. Feeling my heart pumping and hearing each beat echo in my ears, knowing it was my strength, grit and determination driving me forward. I did have to dismount and take a few breaks to gather myself but overall I'm quite thrilled with my adventure. I will say, I was a little saddle-sore for a bit but that's to be expected. 🤣
If you didn't know, I originally wanted to write and record audio for a few years before I started but never did anything about it. Despite taking all precautions, I caught Covid in December 2020 while doing the Christmas dinner grocery shopping. After two to three weeks of being really unwell of lying in bed in self-isolation, if I wanted to do something I knew I couldn't wait any longer. While stuck in bed, I scribbled audio ideas.
On my first day out of isolation, I went for a short walk for fresh air. And what happened afterwards? Passed out on my bed for three hours. I've been dealing with Long Covid since then and I've to be mindful of flare-ups, fatigue and exhaustion. It's a delicate and easily changeable balance.
As of right now, I'm not back to my level of fitness pre-Covid and I don't expect to be anytime soon. Since yesterday, my breathing is stronger, deeper and clearer. My legs feel strong and like they've had a good stretch. My back is warm and flexible. Plus the lovely pulse of endorphins afterwards was a bonus. I'm feeling energised and enthusiastic.
Who knew something as simple and ordinary as a bicycle ride would be so positive?
Oh my, I'd intended to write a sentence or two about my adventure and now it's several paragraphs. Let's move on to what's happening this week.
It's my birthday in a few weeks and I've updated my Throne wishlist. I do have an Amazon wishlist and there are a few duplicate items between both. I've recently updated my Throne with newer items plus on Throne you can suggest items to me. My pleasure is your pleasure. 💕
Posting the audio vote poll, probably tomorrow.
Have a think about and work out December's reduced schedule and post those details.
Another much shorter bicycle adventure. I feel the start of a cold coming on so a short sedate pedal of a couple of kilometres is the most I'll risk.
Drafting December's long audio script. No idea what to do yet. A bit more thinking to do. It took me over a solid week to write Trained to Worship. Much longer than I would've liked.
Gathering more words on For Her Pleasure. Lots to think about. Lots to do.
Buy a chicken coop on Stardew Valley.
As I said above, I love figuring out how things work, so any suggestions for a new winter/spring project to keep my hands occupied while my mind is working would be great.
Have a lovely day or night where you are.
Until next time...
Denial is Pleasure [Mantra] [No Wakener] [Voice Effects]
Mantra | No Wakener | Voice Effects
Oh cutie,
It's not about your pleasure.
It's about my pleasure.
I want you denied.
Denial is your pleasure.
Enjoy, I know I will...
Tiers Update and Rebalancing
It's almost two years since starting up this wonderful Patreon and we're close to 150+ audios. That number of audios is simply mind-blowing and over the last few months, I've put a lot of thought about updating tiers.
As I wrote lately in My Audio File Process making my delicious audio takes a lot of time. I know I've personally been floating around burnout every few months, between balancing my day job, my subby cuties, my audio, health, etc. When I feel guilty about reading, exercising or playing a video game in my down time instead of working, I know I need to slow down.
For the month of December, all new audio and content will be posted to all tiers. I'll have a reduced schedule in December for time off and refill my creative well. I'll write more about that next week. Plus, my birthday is in December and I'm already looking forward to celebrating.
These tier changes are going to come into effect between December 25th-31st. That wonderful special void time where no-one's quite sure what day it is.
If you're already right here on my Patreon in November 2022, you can download my entire audio library for your personal use only.
Moving forward into January 2023, Cute Crush or higher will be the tier to access mantras, longer audio, vote audio and any other creative things I choose to do.
Darling Insider (Mantras + Longer Audio)
Access to all mantras, six months of the most recent longer audios (not vote audio), public files, YouTube links and personal updates.
Cute Crush (Mantras + Longer Audio + Vote Audio)
Darling Insider Perks.
Monthly vote and audio vote posted to this tier.
Access to longer form writing on a chapter by chapter basis, e.g. For Her Pleasure
Access to six months of most recent audio files and writing.
Melted Pet (Mantras + Longer Audio + Vote Audio)
Cute Crush Perks.
Access to twelve months of most recent audio files and writing.
15% audio commission discount.
A monthly picture of my fancy dinner. 🤣
New Tier **Archival Access €65/£56/$68 USD**
+Melted Pet Perks
Access to the file archive.
Trained To Worship Coming This Weekend
Hello toy,
Audio will be released this weekend.
I've not had a chance to edit it so I know I won't have it ready at my usual time.
I'll post it as soon as it's ready.
Hope US folks are recovering from Thanksgiving!
💕
My Audio File Process
Hello cutie,
I've been doing some reflection on my Patreon and what I'd like to do with it moving forward. I'll be making changes to rebalance the tiers next month but I'll post more about that later today or tomorrow. Right now, I still have to finish writing and then recording this month's vote audio today.
Last year, I answered a Curious Cat question about my file making process. As Twitter and CC have had server outages and issues lately, I'm going to post what I wrote before as I still have the same process.
The latter paragraphs mention my truly unsustainable 9 audios a month. 😅
Not long after answering this question, I made the choice to reduce that to a more manageable number. I've found that my creativity and quality improved when I'm able to focus on a smaller amount of ideas to develop instead of crushing pressure. Taking time to meditate and focus on self-care refills my creative well.
Also I'm now standing instead of sitting while I record audio. I'm able to breathe better, I sound better and I don't have to take as many breaks between sentences.
Enjoy reading.
💕
What's your file process like?
I spend a lot of time writing my scripts, between trying to think about a creative idea and then agonising over every word. The editing process is so very time-consuming.
For instance, I Control Your Pleasure Dial is the latest file I released Patreon and when completed is just under 12 mins long. I think a conservative estimate of time would be about an hour of work for every minute, probably closer to the 14-15 hour range in total for that single file.2022-11-23 15:13:21 +0000 UTC View Post
My raw recording for I Control Your Pleasure Dial was about 21 minutes long, including lots of deep breaths, repeating misspoken sentences, squeaky seat, tongue and mouth clicks, water breaks, etc. All of which have to be edited out.
For this file, I think editing took somewhere in the range of 5-6 hours of intense concentration. Followed by repeated listening to catch any small gasps of breath or anything else. All of these tasks add to a mental fatigue.
At the moment, I'm producing a minimum of 9 audio files a month on Patreon, 5 of which are longer files much like I Control Your Pleasure Dial. One audio every 3-4 days.
I'm aware I'm slowly on the path to burn-out with such an intense release schedule, I think it's likely over the next few months, I'll need to focus on reducing my output and focusing on my mental balance and wellness.
My mantras don't take as much time as they usually focus on a repeated phrase. Thank you so much for your insightful question.
I hope it's given you a peek into my work and thought process. :D
Toy Obey Edge Mantra [No Wakener] [Toy] [Objectification] [Obedience] [Naked Voice] [Whispers]
Mantra | No Wakener | Toy | Objectification | Obedience |
Hello toy,
There you are.
I have a special task for you.
Melting your mind.
Draining everything away.
Simple, isn't it?
I know you obey me so well.
Enjoy toy.
Bumper Week
Hello cutie,
Lots happening on Patreon this week.
Today's mantra is dropping later. I know you'll enjoy it, especially if you're a toy who craves being denied.
Trained to Worship, this month's audio as voted for by you, is being released on Friday.
I'm still working on the next chapters of For Her Pleasure. I'd like to release chapter three and four together. I really want to get them out to you this week.
For me, I find writing to be the most time consuming thing to do both for fiction and audio scripts. I simply agonise over every word. My personal perfectionism kicks in.
Until next time...
Therapist Trains You With Pleasure Snippet
**Disclaimer: I'm not a therapist, this is a sensual hypnotic audio.**
Conversational Induction | Deepener | Finger Snaps | Electrodes | Shocks of Pleasure | Nipple Play | Stimulation | Pulse Trigger Word | Mental Pleasure | Permission | Pleasure
I'm your therapist.
You can trust me.
You know that don't you...?
I'll be posting the full 18 minute audio for patrons in a few moments.
💕
Nov '22 Update
Hello cutie,
The Therapist Trains You With Pleasure audio will drop later today or tomorrow.
There's still a massive amount of editing to finish on it and my mind is melted, not in the fun way we all like!
No mantra tomorrow, I'm switching it up this week and returning to writing some more on For Her Pleasure.
My December schedule is to be decided, I might skip a few mantras in favour of working on the longer audios. Also, Trained to Worship won this month's audio poll so I'll start writing it this week!
Technical Issues
Hello cutie,
My computer's a brat today so today's long audio file will be delayed.
I've to migrate a massive chunk of data by either deleting or backing up to multiple devices to free up space. Over 200GB of that is simply my audio stuff.
I expect this should solve my computer memory problem. I'm always dancing around with 10GB available and it looks like it's finally caught up with me.
It truly is some sadist form of punishment.
😅 😅 😅
Thankfully, I've already recorded the audio so all that remains is editing. I estimate the editing could take 3-4 hours by itself. As always, once it's ready, I'll post it here.
And what is the audio, you ask?
Why, it's all about your therapist taking advantage of you with stimulating pulsing electrodes of pleasure.
Mmm...
💕