New server is up: https://discord.gg/sWpayNJ9ZP
Mostly same as the old one. I just wanted a clean slate. My brain is weird like that.
Still setting up things. Bear with me. Also, behave.
2020-12-21 17:02:08 +0000 UTC View PostHeya. Life's been a bitch, to put it simply.
Work schedule keeps changing due to people coming and going. Hopefully that stops. Otherwise, when I'm not working, I'm usually recovering from work. I'm starting to come to terms with the fact that I'm likely physically disabled on top of being autistic and having ADHD. The majority of the time I'm exhausted and in pain, and I've had problems with my knees since middle school. I've had these problems since forever but I've been mostly ignoring them until now. Going to be talking to my doctor about it the next time I see her. Thankfully my ADHD medication gets me out of bed and helps me push past the pain, so as long as I have that, I'll make it.
I miss modding. I want to get back to making stuff. If you haven't noticed yet, I've wiped my Patreon and most of my social media. I needed a kind of "reset." Unfortunately, I'm taking a step back from the level of engagement I've had in the Skyrim modding community thus far and instead going to be mainly dropping my stuff, dipping out, and maybe commenting on things or responding to questions from time to time. This is overall better for my mental health and stress levels. Thusly, I'm also setting up a new Discord server.
Once I get this 3D commission finished (which I will not be opening up more until I am much more confident in my skills) I'm going to spend most of my time focusing on making mods that I want to see rather than what anyone else wants, and studying so I can create the most quality work possible. I'll still be holding votes at some point, or maybe I'll find another way to use the voting system. I can't predict when I will release a mod again, or when I do, how frequently I will be able to release mods. I'm trying to balance everything with writing and art projects as well. I miss drawing and writing a lot.
Anyways, thank you all for your continued support. It means a lot. I don't blame anyone who has left or is planning to leave, but if luck comes my way maybe I'll have new, cooler stuff to show you guys here pretty soon. If you're missing downloads or anything, just shoot me a message on Twitter or here.
2020-12-20 20:29:33 +0000 UTC View Post