amelylina

October 2023 - navigation

FULL EARLY ACCESS 

1/2 EARLY ACCESS <--------- OLAF + OPAL

public download here 19.11

WIPs!!

Thank you so much to everyone who chose to support me this month, here's a sneak peek of what you'll get :D

Here's an ingame screenshot

What I find kind of funny, is if we look just on the meshes without textures, the one that's supposed to be a swimsuit (left) looks like a onesie, and onesie (right) looks like a swimsuit haha

went hiking ;]

i took myself and my little sister hiking recently, wanted to share some of the photos i guess

now it'll be more of my thoughts and feelings and other stuff that's probaly not important for you, if you're here for the cc - new infant stuff is being made, so stay tuned!

so I really feel like I've matured a lot, it's been one hell of a ride if you ask me about this year. Frankly speaking i've lost any meaning in my life, like at all, i didn't know what was I doing, who I was, where was I being and thoughts of future seemed so irrational, because there wasn't even any point of living till that time. I just couldn't see future for myself. In january I got diagnosed with CPTSD and things kind of started making sense in terms of my behavior, coping mechanisms, escapism etc. I've started reading reddit posts of people telling their stories of how they've coped with this diagnosis. I guess i never really fully moved on from it, so it mostly still taunts me when i suddenly remember that ah yes, i'm actually forever mentally ill, nice. But I just started to move on you know? obviously not without any help, first of all I started taking antidepressants, then my close ones were there in my toughest times, because the hardest and at the same time most familiar feeling is feeling lonely, like you'll never have someone who understands you, like you have so many relatives and people around your life, but at the same time you're so alone in your head and feelings to the point it suffocates you so much, that crying isn't even possible any longer.

What struck me the most when antidepressants started working (sadly only after 5 months from the moment they were prescribed) is that I never in my entire life felt so... alive??? I really can't remember the last time I've actually felt so balanced, I started having thoughts again (it was so shocking for me that in the beginning i actually had some big issues with sleeping, cause my mind just didn't know how to go to sleep when you're actually able to think), i got all those feelings of love back, that i never knew i was robbed of. Like i would look at my cat and actually start crying just from how much i loved her (now im just extremely happy seeing her hehe), I would look at my absolutely normal patreon profile and get so emotional looking at how many lovely people like what i do and support me.

But this leads to another very sad thought that haunts me sometimes, that actually the way I was living all this time wasn't normal, it wasn't my quirk or character type or some other shit I would hear when talked about the way I was feeling (or rather feeling nothing). Like all this time I was always blaming myself. This really made me cry at first. Actually lots of things made me cry when I started my healing journey (now I just don't cry, it's an antidepressant thing).

Only after antidepressants started working all the other "normal" things started helping me cope with anxiety and feeling of loss and sadness like "oh just go for a walk", "start exercising", "journal", "drink more water and eat healthy". You now the shit people that never experienced depression tell you and it's not their fault they don't understand. Honestly it's actually insanely lucky for them, that they don't understand.

So writing all of the above I wanted to say that please, don't be hard on yourself, it's not your fault that you're that way, but unfortunately it's only you who can actually trully help yourself. Even if it seems like there's no point in doing anything and life seems meaningless, remember that there still can be things worth living for, even the smallest ones like who's gonna pet all the doggies and kitties??? or who will download all the most prettiest loveliest most perfectly done clothes by the best creator (me) on patreon ever????hehehe. Life is unfortunately meaningless, if you don't give any meaning to it, and it's not your fault that you can't find it, just give yourself time.

I'm absolutely not even remotely close to healing (and honestly I don't even know if it's really possible with CPTSD), but I'm definitely feeling better. Actually I'm feeling kind of down right now, but that's ok!! Because well I'm sure sad for a reason and I'm just trying my best to embrace it and fully feel sad I guess, so I can move on and feel peaceful again, until a new emotion comes and I'll try to feel it again, because that's what apparently humans do as I've learned after taking antidepressants.

Hey, you've read all the way to here, woah, you know that I'm proud of you? And not just beacuse you've read my stupid thoughts, but just because you're here with us, you're very strong and I'm very proud of you.

stay safe, love you all to the moon and back, 

your silly girl, Ame <3

October CC?

September 2023 - navigation

FULL EARLY ACCESS 

1/2 EARLY ACCESS <----- FELICITY + FILBERT

piblic download here 21.10

do you see how lowpoly these are? i'm very proud of myself!!

WIPS!!!

SORRY so much that this month's stuff takes so long to make, my studies started this month and already with lots of exams for some stupid reason :C

here you can see 4 new clothes your infants will recieve!

finally!

You can now purchase my tutorial not only on gumroad, but here at my patreon :D

August 2023 - navigation

FULL EARLY ACCESS

1/2 EARLY ACCESS <----- CELESTE + ARA

PUBLIC DOWNLOAD BELOW (21TH OF SEPTEMBER)!!! ⏬⏬⏬

1/2 August 2023

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

August 2023

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

WIPs!!

Hellooooo lovely people!! I hope your summer is going wonderfully, as is mine!! I've recently discovered that hiking in the mountains helps me stay sane, so your girl Ame is now a hiker!! You can see some of the photos I've made on my hikes, mountains in my country are sure beautiful!

Here you can see 2 out of 4 pieces I've made for this month. I know that you guys probably want another pair of infant clothes, but I felt like If I've done 1 more I would go mad haha. Making clothes for female sims is definitely a breath of fresh air :)

July 2023 - navigation

FULL EARLY ACCESS  

1/2 EARLY ACCESS -> CHILLIE + STRIPE

PUBLIC DOWNLOAD BELOW (21TH OF AUGUST)!!! ⏬⏬⏬

1/2 July 2023

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

July 2023

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

WIP!

just a little sneak peek at this month's cc :D

July CC?

you can choose multiple!!

June 2023 - navigation

Thank you so much for waiting! I'm very sorry for keeping you waiting  for so long, as I've said before I had to take my finals this week + had  some family problems going on, but now everythings fine

FULL EARLY ACCES

1/2 EARLY ACCESS -> SOCKS + MUFFIN

PUBLIC DOWNLOAD HERE (20TH OF JULY)!!! ⏬⏬⏬

1/2 June 2023

Thank you so much for waiting! I'm very sorry for keeping you waiting for so long, as I've said before I had to take my finals this week + had some family problems going on, but now everythings fine

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

June 2023

Thank you so much for waiting! I'm very sorry for keeping you waiting for so long, as I've said before I had to take my finals this week + had some family problems going on, but now everythings fine

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

June CC?

Happy late pride to all of you!! I hope you're all doing well <3

I want to apologize in advance for a tiny delay in this month's cc. I'm going on a small vacation trip to celebrate my birthday (which already passed, I'm 21 hooray).

 This month's pack will come out approximately on 25th of june. Thank you for understanding!! June is a pretty rough month as I still will have to take my finals at the end of it.

Love you all, stay safe.

Thank you

I'm so blessed to have you all. Can't express how grateful I am for everything. Thank you for all the support. Sometimes (like right now) when everything seems so pointless and meaningless, and this feeling in my chest makes it so difficult to breathe I remember that I still have you guys.

Thank you all so so much for everything. Sorry for being a little cheesy or sappy, I really needed to say this to you, so I could feel a little bit better.

If you ever feel lonely, sad or meaningless and hopeless as I've described above, please just dm me I would gladly have a chat with you.

Love you all, thank you for being a part of my life!

here's a pic of my lovely Iris, if you're having a bad day <3

May 2023 - navigation

FULL EARLY ACCESS

1/2 EARLY ACCESS -> SUNNY + CYRA

PUBLIC DOWNLOAD HERE!!! ⏬⏬⏬

1/2 May 2023

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

May 2023

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

May CC poll

you can choose multiples!!!

April 2023 - navigation

FULL EARLY ACCESS

1/2 EARLY ACCESS -> ALVA + FRANKIE

public (simsfinds, 10.05):

ALVA | CLEO | FRANKIE | RUE 

1/2 April 2023

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

April 2023

• basegame compatible
• all LODs
• HQ compatible
• high poly
• shadow & normal map
• !!! swatch previews were taken without any maps, only textures = this is how they look in game !!!
• follow my T.O.U
• PSD - is a recolor file, you don't need it for the game

WIPs!!!

Prepare your infants for 4 new clothes!! 1 top and 3 outfits ;)

Does this look maxismatch to you?

I'm very proud of myself :D