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OUTTAKES Type O Negative ASMR

Ok I've been dying to show you the outtakes but wanted to give you a chance to catch up on the video first. Did you like it? Now it's time to see what went wrong in the making! 

Type O Negative ASMR

When posing  with my pop for the thumbnail, my exact thought process was: What's the most ironic ridiculous unrelated brand plug sellout pose I can- yup. This. 

My feelings in a nut...

July LiveChat

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Stereo VS Condenser Mic - Zoom H6

Finally got around to making this - it's a bit of a mess I apologize. I recorded a bunch of different sounds and ASMR triggers with these two microphones and their respective windscreens. (The foam...

Type O Negative ASMR - Sneak Peek

This one's coming out for realsssss. I've been working on this since Sunday and I quite like everything so far. The upcoming video is inspired by 2019-07-18 21:07:06 +0000 UTC View Post

Outtakes - Party for Two - Cancer

I cut out all the terrible singing. I just wasn't any good that day XD Enjoy

★Party For Two★ #12

The last chapter, Cancer. I look back at this journey with a sentimental sense of accomplishment. Mark this as the first time I've finished something I started. It seems like now, everything is pos...

⛥July Download⛥

I almost forgot there was a video last month. Well there you go! I'm working my way up back to 4-6 so you can actually vote. I hope you like this mp3 version of the Heart Healing <3

Outtakes - ★Party For Two★ #11

Murphy's Law clearly applies to video creation.  

Happy to be back making more regular content! Excuse my ADHD

★Party For Two★ #11

Capricorn won with exactly two more votes than Cancer so here it is. 

But I filmed Cancer, too, over the weekend, so it won't be long before this series is finally finished and we all ca...

starting over

"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work." - Thomas A. Edison

Me, too, man. I can't believe I've actually come to defend my perfectionism but I truly don't t...

⛥June Q&A⛥

The spam continues! I just got done running errands and hand washing my laundry which is currently soaking in a tub of scalding hot water to remove the detergent and by now my neighbor's brats are ...

metal asmr covers

"Your patrons want to hear from you" - how would you know that, Patreon?! Anywaysssss I made you some songsssssssss. Happy July! This is me announcing the start of the month spam. I hope you like t...

At Night - Sneak Peek

I'm onto my next project and, thankfully, more energetic than I have been since the last spell I cast. For some reason, that one just drained the life right out of me and had me researching possibl...

⛥June Live Chat⛥

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Summer Solstice Vlog 2019

What do you know, the Mega tier video is not late this month! I'm getting better at this!

I filmed that particular day in my life because summer solstice is kind of a special...

Heart Healing Outtakes

I hope this made you laugh. <3 for the half assed editing job I had 2 hours of footage ok I did my best XD

Heart Healing with Diamond & Rose Quartz

I think the healing is working because while proofreading it forced me to look at my resistance and everything I hate about myself. Putting all that aside, however overpowering my distaste for my "...

Crystal Healing Sneak Peek

Meow! So I'm working on some ASMR again and recently I had a breakthrough with a year old (?) conundrum. 

After my last 2019-06-14 14:17:24 +0000 UTC View Post

⛥May Extras⛥

Points for Ally! I finally finished editing this vlog from last month. The overwhelming majority of you wanted to see a Vlog with Jack so I decided filming us actually going somewhere (sightseeing)...

pain and betrayal

[This post is intended purely for self-expression]

We interrupt the panic-laced daily routine of thinking I should be doing something more important for our regular dose of emotional distress...

we eat the pulverized corpses of jimini cricket and his friends

Just wanted to post a little something to make you laugh. I've spent the day editing and having anxiety and eventually my desire to make you laugh outweighed my anxiety about posting my face. Sorry...

love on hold

I just had to let go the person who makes my life worth living. 

This past month was the best thing that could have happened to me and my mental health. Because we were dead set on getti...

⛥Makeup Livechat⛥

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⛥May Q&A⛥

Hola! How are you all doing? It's a beautiful sunny day here in Bavaria following weeks of relentless rain and floods. My sweet Jack and I are keeping cool in  my living room with homemade cai...

⛥May Live Chat⛥

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Why You're Annoying Based On Your Sun Sign

Just following up on What I Envy About The Zodiac Signs because at least one person requested it. I remember reading it at least once. Note my super hot star guest who so kindly agreed to sit there...

⛥May Download⛥

Winner by default. I hope you enjoy my singing. Sorry there haven't been more uploads. On the bright side, my apartment is clean now and my favorite person ever is living here for a month. There ma...

mocoroons

This morning, I felt like having a treat. And like so often when I want a treat, I surveyed the kitchen for ingredients I can use to make literally anything healthier than a bag of chocolate easter...

All About Self-Care

Read after watching. 

Thank you all for voting for this video as the April bonus video! This topic is near and dear to my heart because of my personal struggl...