eyes-windows-heart wide open.
Meredith posts
slowing
hi, thank you all so much for being here.
i’ve been quieter on here lately because i can’t seem to think anywhere except for where i am. i can not seem to plan or think in any ...
2022-10-27 17:16:08 +0000 UTC View Postunsure. always unsure.
7/29/22
A big fear I have is that I want to be a writer but that I’m actually a terrible terrible writer and every single person who reads what I write knows it.
the hardest moments.
those seemingly unloveable 4am and 9am moments.
2022-09-22 11:20:01 +0000 UTC View Post
chantel photographing me taking some of the most important photos i’ve ever made…
link for behind the scenes videos
Hey, this is the free trial link to my onlyfans account where I'll be able to share longer BTS videos of me making my self-portraits.
2022-09-05 22:20:32 +0000 UTC
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BTS video of self portraits by the shed
this is a BTS video from a few days ago when i got inspired by the rain and the green and the flower petals sticking to my skin, as they do when it rains, and is always so inspiring.
back in my pink bed.
August 13 2022
be. receive. give thanks.
be. receive. give thanks.
I repeat over and over in my head as I lie on my pink bed. Finally back in my pink bed.
be receive give than...
i wrote the poem that is THE poem
August 10th 2022
I feel drunk from the coffee.
the caffeine.
we sit across from each other,
room full of backpacks and suitcases.
croissant on ea...
2022-08-10 16:56:09 +0000 UTC View Posta gentle nudge
August 4th 2022 on the train back to Berlin from Hamburg
I did the right thing by staying.
there is something calling me.
I think it’s the world.
I think I dwell ...
to Budapest.
I’m on my way to Europe.
yesterday I had some sort of mental breakdown.
Mental let out.
Emotional collapse.
Emotional rebuilding, I woke up at work in the tent I’m sleeping ...
i can breathe again when i’m with you
when i’m surrounded by pinks and whites.
when im covered in greens.
when im submerged in blues.
suffocated by the life living around me,
that’s when my breath comes back...
2022-07-22 19:59:34 +0000 UTC View Post
more photos in the midst of writing
when i'm alone in my room - moving between dancing, writing, singing, really hearing the music and being like "what on earth are they telling me right now" or letting it play behind me as i write; ...
2022-07-16 13:57:21 +0000 UTC View Post
being home.
i could cry at how i am changing.
how i am thriving.
how i notice alllll the parts of me evolving and growing.
how i let all the parts of me out, and allow them the space to grow....
2022-07-03 12:01:50 +0000 UTC View Post