Amethyst Liddell and Chasing Selene

(part 5) the princess and the perturbances

so I've set down, in quick succession, some of the biggest insecurities I could think of
and for some reason I haven't caught fire yet
so that's nice

I can't say I'm Fixed :tm: but it f...

(part 4) the usual doubts

the wheel that i am always spinning myself in, though, is this
with any of these projects, i just have to write it
and i have a lot of text and note files
but not enough up until the end o...

(part 3) sketching hope

and then there's the brand of insecurity that is just

[ID: A meme featuring a person sitting ...

(part 2) shades of shame

I want this to be like, I am working and you pass by.
And you look over my shoulder and see something interesting and in an unspoken moment of "hey what's that?" I can scooch aside and...

(part 1) internal acupuncture from under the covers

Since I always choose to use the energy I have to actually work on development, I'm gonna try a different style of post.
I'm laying in bed writing this, not quite having mustered the force of w...

kyra

earlier this month we celebrated kyra's 21st birthday. she was well-groomed. her kidney issues were under control. i gave her extra treats and love. she'd been so snuggly lately.

one night la...

on sunflowers

hi. not dead. been meaning to write sooner.
i've been meaning to write sooner for about three months now tbh.
the problem is that every time i'm like "i have writing energy", i have to choos...

swish

we have achieved Roommate and thus our living situation is, for the first time in about a year a half, something resembling relatively stable
hallelua
as always, thank you all for sticking th...

manic modularity

financial stability continues to elude us (we have been full no-contact ghosted by three roommates in a row now),
however,
we are schmoving
i don't think development is going fast...

clotted dreams

i'm getting through the current events.

i think they might be impacting my mood and function.
either that, or i'm simultaneously so resilient as to be unaffected by them, while also being...

kuro (ft a poll)

wanted to hold off on posting kuro until last to preempt any expectations that other protags would be changing more too

general id for the blind audience, all of the images in this post are g...

decibel

i dont have a post i just have an image or two, i'll have a post tomorrow* bye

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emotionally neutral old years' post

hey okay good morning we are here on the last day of 2024 where did the year go

with regards to the prior writing, there has been a slow trickle of encouragement and positive comment...

letters in an empty room (part 5)

(part 1)
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letters in an empty room (part 4)

(part 1)
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letters in an empty room (part 3)

(part 1)
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letters in an empty room (part 2)

(part 1)

Sweet Cyanne,

How curious it was to me that the entirety of my mind could be po...

letters in an empty room (part 1)

we will do this in parts. it'll be more fun that way.

i'm only going to include this in the first part, but it will apply to all of them that i post here: trigger warning for arachnophobia an...

ari

hi loves
i'd be lying if i said i hadn't spent most of the month hard-Coping. finding the focus to write has been challenging. aside from the political climate, our situation still isn't exactly...

we just don't know.

so this is rough, and i'm still coming to terms with it myself.
the extent to which this was decisive was unexpected, right?
i mean, everything is an information bubble, but the polls showed ...

lucia

happy halloween friends~

I continue to quietly work forward, but i'm not quite ready to share a bit more yet, so in the meanwhile, have this.

2024-10-31 21:28:19 +0000 UTC View Post

alice

okay so patreon is doing this really cool thing where the text is black and the background is black

here is a screenshot of the above line being typed already so you can see what i mea...

a good experiment

I've written 3.4k words today. Some more the day before last. And yesterday was just an emotional rut.

I think this two-hours-a-day system has run its course.
I've been closer to every ot...

vero

1.3.
The week has been a struggle and it is not a triumphant return to word count. But it is one.
A second pass at editing was had, and I have adjustments to both text and process to make. I...

bits and peaces

2.4 today.

Yesterday I ended up just spriting instead of writing. Just a little sidetracked on a littler project for Reborn. Oops.
Oh, but who am I kidding, no one here wants to hear abou...

bottled thoughts (lightly fizzing)

Yesterday became a "break" day on account of 19.5.0 finally being put out to public!

If you haven't already gotten in on it and you're itching for some more Reborn, now's a good time... 2024-09-30 21:50:18 +0000 UTC View Post

on petting

few days ago, finished the prior scene.
then i broke. ...breaked? took a break.
though the first thing might be accurate too, i had a Rough day in there.
1.6 yesterday.
2.8 today.
m...

internal inertia

4.4 between today and yesterday. Mostly today-- yesterday I tried a couple different times to write, and wasn't really up to it... so I took a tactical retreat, slept on it, came back raring to go ...