2025. 05. 02 (gentle spring breeze / something eggy hamy therapistly)

it’s been a while. i have been doing very well lately. im drawing at the rate of one piece a day right now and im incredibly productive, even to myself... :0

to be honest, i think i still only understand about half of what my characters are about, so drawing as many of them as possible until i can become friends with them is a necessary step for me right now. i hope to draw about 200 pieces by the end of this year…?

then again, ive recently learned that i lose my creative mode when i keep looking at social media and the internet, but i still have the desire to post a lot of egg's (my) slice of life, so i may be posting more and more from now on. if i stop posting, you can assume im crying alone because ive lost my confidence lmao

but i love myself when im making something, so i probably won't lose that now !

i had been drawing with the canvas size set at 2500 x 2500, but when i tried it at 4000 x 4000, it unexpectedly fit my current art style, so i will continue to work in this form from now on. (by the way, the first one is 2500 x 2500 and the second one is 4000 x 4000. i like it because i can depict even the smallest details)

on a personal note, our family dog named "ribbon" passed away this month. she was born around the same time i was born, so we were very close. but when she died, it was strange and not very sad. maybe it's because i still don't understand the concept of death properly. so although i cannot see her, i have the illusion that she still exists in this world.

i sat her next to egg on the first piece. (she sometimes left her tongue out like this, lol) i don't know when it will be, but im thinking of having her in my egg comic. and she will probably live forever until i die :>

damn !!!!! it's another fucking long sentence ! i almost never have anyone with whom i can share my thoughts, so i always end up writing long posts here.......ummmmsorrry ;;