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Didn't even get the Sushi...

Last time, I tried predicting how my birthday would go. Was I right, or totally wrong?


Well...mostly. Like already described in the title, I didn't get to eat Sushi, but I was promised to get it in the future, so there's hope left!


I also didn't get the Hisoka High heels (I'm glad), but instead i got a rice cooker! I'm really happy about that, because I wanted one for a long time.


Most of my family did ignore my birthday, but oh well, they do that 364 days of the year, why not one day more, right? It's not like there's much contact in the first place, so why bother?


My father did oversleep, but maybe that's because I woke up early. There was delicious cake, and this time it was completely lactose free!


Was it a good birthday? Well, it was better than the year before and better than the year before that, and even better than even a year before that year. And maybe even better than...--


What even is a "good" birthday? Some would say it would be if it's a day you can remember, even years later. I'd say it's quite the contrary. If I don't remember it, it couldn't have been a bad one. All things considered, I say it was a good birthday!


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ๅ‰ๅ›žใ€่‡ชๅˆ†ใฎ่ช•็”Ÿๆ—ฅใŒใฉใ†ใชใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚’ๅ ใฃใฆใฟใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ๆžœใŸใ—ใฆๆญฃ่งฃใ‹ใ€ใใ‚Œใจใ‚‚ๅคงๅค–ใ‚Œใ‹๏ผŸ


ใพใ...ใ ใ„ใŸใ„ใฏใ€‚ใ‚ฟใ‚คใƒˆใƒซใซใ‚ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซใ€ใŠๅฏฟๅธใฏ้ฃŸในใ‚‰ใ‚Œใพใ›ใ‚“ใงใ—ใŸใŒใ€ไปŠๅพŒ้ฃŸในใ‚‹็ด„ๆŸใ‚’ใ—ใฆใ„ใŸใฎใงใ€ๅธŒๆœ›ใฏๆฎ‹ใ•ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚


ใ‚ใจใ€ใƒ’ใ‚ฝใ‚ซใฎใƒใ‚คใƒ’ใƒผใƒซใฏใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใˆใพใ›ใ‚“ใงใ—ใŸใŒ๏ผˆๅฌ‰ใ—ใ„๏ผ‰ใ€ไปฃใ‚ใ‚Šใซ็‚Š้ฃฏๅ™จใŒใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใˆใพใ—ใŸ๏ผใ“ใ‚Œใฏๆœฌๅฝ“ใซๅฌ‰ใ—ใ„ใงใ™ใ€‚ๅ‰ใ€…ใ‹ใ‚‰ๆฌฒใ—ใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใงใ€ๆœฌๅฝ“ใซๅฌ‰ใ—ใ„ใงใ™ใ€‚


ใปใจใ‚“ใฉใฎๅฎถๆ—ใฏ็งใฎ่ช•็”Ÿๆ—ฅใ‚’็„ก่ฆ–ใ—ใพใ—ใŸใŒใ€ใพใ‚ใ€1ๅนดใฎใ†ใก364ๆ—ฅใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€ใ‚ใจ1ๆ—ฅใใ‚‰ใ„ใฏใ„ใ„ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ใงใ™ใ‹๏ผŸใใ‚‚ใใ‚‚ใ€ใใ‚“ใชใซ้€ฃ็ตกใ™ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใ‚‚ใชใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ—ใ€ๅˆฅใซใ„ใ„ใ˜ใ‚ƒใ‚“ใ€‚


็ˆถใฏๅฏๅŠใ—ใพใ—ใŸใŒใ€็งใŒๆ—ฉ่ตทใใ—ใŸใ‹ใ‚‰ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ‹ใ€‚็พŽๅ‘ณใ—ใ„ใ‚ฑใƒผใ‚ญใ‚‚ใ‚ใฃใŸใ—ใ€ไปŠๅ›žใฏๅฎŒๅ…จไนณ็ณ–ไธไฝฟ็”จ๏ผ๏ผŸ


ใ„ใ„่ช•็”Ÿๆ—ฅใ ใฃใŸ๏ผŸใพใ‚ใ€ไธ€ๆ˜จๅนดใ‚ˆใ‚Šใ‚‚ใ€ใใฎๅ‰ใฎๅนดใ‚ˆใ‚Šใ‚‚ใ€ใ•ใ‚‰ใซใใฎๅ‰ใฎๅนดใ‚ˆใ‚Šใ‚‚ใ€ใ‚‚ใฃใจ่‰ฏใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚ใใ—ใฆใ€ใ‚‚ใ—ใ‹ใ—ใŸใ‚‰......ใ‚ˆใ‚Šใ‚‚ใ€‚


ใ„ใ„ใ€่ช•็”Ÿๆ—ฅใจใฏไฝ•ใ ใ‚ใ†๏ผŸไฝ•ๅนด็ตŒใฃใฆใ‚‚ๆ€ใ„ๅ‡บใ›ใ‚‹ๆ—ฅใงใ‚ใ‚Œใฐใ„ใ„ใจใ„ใ†ไบบใ‚‚ใ„ใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€‚็งใฏใใฎ้€†ใ ใจๆ€ใ†ใ€‚่ฆšใˆใฆใ„ใชใ„ใฎใชใ‚‰ใ€ๆ‚ชใ„่ช•็”Ÿๆ—ฅใงใ‚ใฃใŸใฏใšใŒใชใ„ใ€‚ใใ†่€ƒใˆใ‚‹ใจใ€ใ„ใ„่ช•็”Ÿๆ—ฅใ ใฃใŸใจ่จ€ใˆใ‚‹ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†

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Family is weird. All the same, I hope you're doing well! :D

Oh, I'm completely fine if people treat it like a normal day, it is just a bit depressing when I see other family members get these huge party's with lots of thoughtful gifts and you can see that other people planned maybe months ahead just for this one day. I don't need that either, and I'm already too old for that, but I'm also a big dreamer and can't stop thinking, that maybe I too can someday just have an all around great day. There were years where it was exactly like you described. Forced presents, stale atmosphere, you could sense that it would've just been better if everyone just forgot about that day.

ChaosExceed

Happy for you! Personally, I don't like making a big deal about my birthday. I don't want to get a gift that someone feels like they were obligated to get and making me special for a day just feels disingenuous. But hey, that's just me. v(-_-)v


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