Julian What If Previews (AO content at end)

Some sneak previews of Julian's What If, releasing Dec 3nd for Reality+ members (Jan 3rd for Particles members).

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"I thought I had earned my chance to escape this kind of life, only to find myself smitten with a murderer. I felt tired of fighting fate, and this seemed like some kind of purposeful sign I should stop trying."

"It was time for me to stop running away. It was time for me to embrace my reality. But none of it meant I had to get my own hands dirty."

"A shadow moved outside the door and my eyes snapped up to see [cJulian] cautiously walk into the room, metal baseball bat hanging at his side, his eyes narrowed with suspicion and anger."

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"He seemed baffled by the entire situation as if he couldn't grasp the idea of friendship or kindness. He was expecting lies and betrayal, and searching desperately for signs."

cJulian "You… still… like me? No, you don't {b}understand{/b} what you're seeing. I'm not some fucking hero vigilante. I'm a monster, [persistent.mcFirst]. I've been doing this for years and years! I hurt them for… fun. I'm dangerous--"

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cJulian "If you're crazy enough to be with me… if you think you can handle this darkness inside of me… then… I'd like you to be my girlfriend."

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"[cSebastian] was quiet for a few long moments, his face expressionless. For some reason, [cJulian] took a step in front of me, putting himself in between [cSebastian] and me."

"I wasn't sure if he felt like he needed to guard me, or if was some kind of gesture to claim me."

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ciAsh "She's the same as all the other girls."

cJulian "Shut up, Ash. She's completely different! She knows what I do and why I do it, and she {b}understands{/b}. She saw the dragon and she didn't run."

"I left the apartment building and started walking home as the demon within raged at me. I lit a smoke as I walked."

ciAsh "You're such a fool. {b}She saw the dragon?{/b} No, she saw the aftermath of the burnt fields."

ciAsh "She doesn't know how insane you are. She doesn't know you {b}get off{/b} on their suffering. And she certainly doesn't know about {b}me{/b}."

cJulian "Stop trying to ruin this for me! She doesn't care! She knows what I do, and that's all that matters. She doesn't want to be involved any further! This is {b}perfect{/b} for us. Let me have this!"

ciAsh "She's a distraction. What will you do when you have to choose between her and me?"

cJulian "I choose her."

ciAsh "Funny man. You tried to ignore me before. How did that work out for you?"

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cBrandon "I don't give a shit about the job, Sis. I care that you hid it from me. You used to tell me everything. I miss that. I miss… us."

mce "Stop it. It's not going to be like that anymore. Just… just stop."

cBrandon "I agreed to this mess because it was the only way you would talk to me again. I miss you."

cBrandon "More often than not, I sleep in your room now. Your room still smells like you. It seems to be the only way I can get a decent night's sleep."

mce eSad "[cBrandon], I'm sorry you're having a hard time, but that doesn't--"

cBrandon "Don't you miss me at all?"

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cJulian "I'm not sane, [persistent.mcFirst]. I said I strive to be the dragon... but that's not entirely true, either. The dragon is inside me, a part of me that… sometimes I can't always control. It's like I'm possessed."

mce "Possessed…?"

cJulian "{b}Like{/b} I'm possessed. I'm not crazy enough to believe it's a demon controlling me."

cJulian "But I know my mind is broken. If we're really going to be together, you need to know. I have no idea when you might see that other me."

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"I giggled and kissed him again, and this time he returned it eagerly. He fell back flat onto the mattress and took me with him. When our lips finally parted, we were both flushed and breathless."

cJulian "May I… touch you?"

mce "Please…"

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ciAsh "She wants us."

ciJulian "She wants {b}me{/b}. Shut up. Let me have this!"

"It was impossible to ignore the voice no matter how badly I tried, and when I did try he only made it harder for me. However, tonight he fell quiet at my scolding and I was grateful."

mc "Will you… will you make love to me, [cJulian]?"

"Her cheeks burned red as she leaned back and removed her nightgown, tossing it to the floor. She wore nothing beneath and hid her breasts with an arm from embarrassment."

"I took her wrist and gently pulled it away, then looked appreciatively over her body."

ceJulian "Don't be shy with me, please…"

"She shyly nodded and I kissed the valley between her breasts, working my way to one while cupping the other. I teased one nipple with my fingers as I gingerly suckled on the other."

"Her quiet gasp only enticed me further. I slipped my hand between her legs and cautiously ran my fingertips along her clitoris. An adorable little squeak passed from her lips."

ciAsh "She's not made of glass. {b}Do something.{/b}"

"I felt Ash's temper pulsing through my veins. My annoyance was interrupted by [persistent.mcFirst]'s soft whisper."

mc "[cJulian]… touch me more."

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"Ash, now fully in control of my body, ignored her question by fiercely kissing her as he also climbed to his knees. He held her leg against his chest as he roughly pounded into her pussy."

"Her hands gripped the sheets tightly, but she seemed to be enjoying it. Her back arched and her head fell to the side. As soon as her neck was exposed, Ash did exactly what he'd been demanding of me."