๐ ๐๐บ๐ฝ ๐บ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐พ'๐๐พ ๐ป๐บ๐ผ๐. ๐๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐บ๐
๐
๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐บ๐
๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ.
๐'๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐บ๐ ๐บ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ป๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐พ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ (๐บ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ!) ๐ป๐๐ ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐
๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ ๐๐.
๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐, ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐'๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐ ๐ป๐พ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐ป๐
๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐พ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐พ, ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐ ๐บ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐พ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐ผ ๐๐พ๐๐๐
๐พ ๐๐๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐
๐
๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐พ๐
๐
๐๐๐ ๐บ๐
๐
๐บ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐พ๐
๐ฟ.
๐๐๐พ๐'๐
๐
๐๐พ๐บ๐
๐
๐ ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐ฝ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐พ๐ ๐๐๐พ๐. ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐ฝ, ๐บ ๐
๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐บ๐๐บ๐ผ๐๐พ๐'๐ ๐บ๐๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐๐พ ๐ผ๐พ๐๐๐พ๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ (๐๐๐ ๐บ๐ ๐? ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐ฝ๐ ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐? ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐ฝ๐ ๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐
๐
๐ ๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐?), ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐ ๐
๐พ๐บ๐๐พ๐ ๐บ ๐
๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐
๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐.
๐ ๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐บ๐
๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ ๐ป๐ผ ๐๐ ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐บ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐๐๐
๐พ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐บ๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ (๐๐พ๐
๐
๐๐๐ ๐บ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐
๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐
๐พ๐บ๐๐พ), ๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐๐๐พ.
๐
๐พ๐'๐ ๐ผ๐๐พ๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ๐บ๐ผ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐ ๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ผ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐บ๐.
๐๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐พ๐๐ผ๐พ, ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐๐พ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐บ๐๐๐พ๐ฝ. ๐
๐พ๐'๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐ป๐พ๐๐๐๐ (๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐
๐๐
).
2025-10-22 00:42:59 +0000 UTC
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TL;DR: i'm taking a very brief break for my health. very brief. like a couple days max or i'll go insane. i scheduled some posts, so my socials will be updated like normal.
no clue what's going on with me, but for the last few days, i really havent felt like myself.
yesterday i realized i've been taking painkillers regularly. it's probably been about 4 days straight. its typical for me to get headaches, i have a really sensitive olfactory that picks up even the slightest scent, then i'll be dizzy all day. but this is the longest ever for me, and with nonstop vertigo. i figure its from wearing my headset so often?
i can never tell when i'm overworking.
but thats just the physical stuff, which i can ignore usually. but lately i even feel like my head is dizzy...people always tell me i'm good at articulating myself, but i feel like i can't string a sentence together very easily these days. i figured all the brain fog was from me not eating well (i'm horrible about it when i'm obsessing about my work), but i have no appetite, even for my favorite foods when i'm like this.
i noticed when a friend asked me why i don't post pictures of my tacos anymore, and i realized i hadn't had them in a while, and they didnt sound appetizing lol...thats not normal for me. i'll be eating al pastor on my deathbed.
it sounds silly, but i'm so big about my routines that i guess i worry myself when i suddenly lose interest in them.
the reason i'm writing this is because today was the first day i felt like i physically and mentally couldnt do anything. like even force myself. and i'm freaked out ngl lol. i wish i could work without rest, needing to sleep is such a burden when you're this obsessed.
tbh i feel like most of the psychological stuff just stems from me feeling out of control about the physical stuff. everything i do is about controlling myself always LOL. it's torture.
maybe i'm saying too much. but i don't feel like myself. Episode 4 is a huge episode for me, and maybe it's stressing me out lol. but i can't do it like this.
i've always felt like a prisoner in my mind, but now my body's betraying me too lol. it's such a burden to need to rest.
so i'm gonna rest for now, and if i still have a dizzy head after that, i'll visit the doctor.
i love you! i'm working on taking care of me.
2025-10-13 23:24:47 +0000 UTC
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๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐ ๐บ ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐พ.
๐๐พ๐
๐พ๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐พ๐บ๐ผ๐, ๐
๐พ๐'๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐.
2025-10-12 13:56:39 +0000 UTC
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the public Lacrimosa debut is in less than 12 hrs. thereโs not much pressure, i think itโll be a while before it generates even a little buzz. DoRo was the same wayโฆ i didnโt get many subs until episode 9 of season 1, and i didnโt launch patreon until midway thru season 2.
i think im most nervous about my inability to not be swayed by all the opinions ๐
i welcome them, i just dont know if my will is as strong as i think it is.
this next episode is focused on showcasing Akiraโs deep resentment, and Lunaโs obsession with the things that scare her.
Akira can see things he feels he shouldnโt seeโฆ and worseโฆhe doesnโt want to.
this is what i think the first version was missingโฆa quick peek into Akira and Lunaโs lives separately before they come together. now weโre going into the party scene with a light grasp on them.
so excited to reshoot it with all the extra context. and for yall to compare the versions haha. so pumped.
iโm waiting on an asset and then iโll start filming. my favorite thing about this series is having so many personalities and plot threads, and also how it juxtaposes very dark elements like cults, spiritual psychosis, corrupted money and powerโฆ and light elements like exes, sneaky links, and Arron + Izaโs coparenting stuff lol.
2025-10-04 07:40:23 +0000 UTC
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๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ค๐ต๐จ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ ๐ค๐ฏ๐จ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ค | ๐ญ๐ค๐ท๐ณ ๐ค๐ฏ๐จ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ค (๐ถ๐จ๐ฏ)
๐ ๐ซ๐ซ ๐ค๐ฏ๐จ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฒ: ๐ฏ๐ ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ค๐ฎ๐ญ | ๐ธ๐ฎ๐ด๐ณ๐ด๐ก๐ค
๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ฑ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ณ: ๐ธ๐ฎ๐ด๐ณ๐ด๐ก๐ค | ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ณ๐จ๐ฅ๐ธ
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐๐๐พ๐บ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐
๐๐พ. ๐'๐ฝ ๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐ ๐บ๐
๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
2025-10-01 05:14:56 +0000 UTC
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i was a little shaken, so i turned on my mic.
2025-09-25 20:50:18 +0000 UTC
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๐ ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐
๐ฝ ๐๐บ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐พ ๐๐บ๐๐ฝ.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐
๐๐พ๐บ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ผ๐พ๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐บ๐
๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ 2. ๐'๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ผ๐พ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐. ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐'๐
๐
๐ป๐พ ๐๐พ๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐พ๐๐๐๐บ ๐ฝ๐พ๐๐บ๐๐
๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ผ๐พ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐บ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ผ๐๐, ๐พ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐พ๐๐.
๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐'๐ฝ ๐
๐๐๐พ ๐บ๐ ๐พ๐๐๐
๐บ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ฟ๐พ๐พ๐
๐
๐๐๐พ ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐ป๐พ "๐พ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐บ๐๐๐๐๐". ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ป๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ป๐ ๐บ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ผ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐พ. ๐'๐ฝ ๐๐พ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐พ๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐พ "๐๐บ๐๐๐๐พ" ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐บ๐ ๐บ ๐๐๐๐
๐พ. ๐ ๐ฟ๐พ๐บ๐ ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ ๐ฟ๐พ๐บ๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐
๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐พ๐
๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ ๐ผ๐บ๐'๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐๐บ๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐.
๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐พ๐
๐ฟ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐'๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐.
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐บ๐๐ ๐บ ๐
๐๐๐๐
๐พ. ๐ผ๐๐พ๐บ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐.
๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฟ๐ฟ, ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐พ๐'๐ ๐๐พ๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐.
๐บ ๐ฟ๐พ๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐ผ๐พ๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐พ๐
๐ ๐๐๐๐ผ๐๐๐๐. ๐บ๐ฟ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐ผ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ป๐บ๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐
๐ฟ, ๐'๐๐พ ๐ฝ๐พ๐ผ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐พ๐๐'๐ ๐๐พ๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐, ๐บ๐ ๐
๐พ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐.
๐จ ๐๐พ๐บ๐
๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐จ ๐๐๐๐๐๐บ๐
๐
๐ ๐บ๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐ฟ๐๐, ๐๐ ๐จโ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐.
๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐๐พ ๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐๐๐
๐พ ๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐'๐๐พ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐, ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐'๐ ๐
๐พ๐บ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐บ๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐บ.
๐๐พ๐๐พ'๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐
๐พ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐
๐๐บ๐๐, ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐๐ ๐ป๐พ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐ฟ๐๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐บ๐๐พ๐.
๐๐บ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ ๐ง๐ค๐ฑ๐ค ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐บ.
๐๐ ๐ป๐พ ๐ผ๐
๐พ๐บ๐, ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐
๐ผ๐บ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐ฝ๐พ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐
๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐พ๐๐พ๐ฝ. ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐พ๐ฝ๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐ป๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐พ๐ป๐บ๐๐พ.
๐๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐ ๐บ๐
๐๐บ๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐พ๐๐ผ๐พ.
2025-09-24 17:53:07 +0000 UTC
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๐'๐๐พ ๐ป๐พ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐บ๐
๐
๐๐๐ ๐บ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐.
๐ฟ๐๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐บ ๐๐๐ฝ๐ฝ๐
๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐๐
๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐พ. ๐'๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐๐
๐พ ๐บ๐๐๐๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐.
๐ป๐พ๐บ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ ๐๐๐. ๐ ๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐บ๐
๐
๐พ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐พ๐
๐ฟ.
๐'๐ฝ ๐๐๐พ๐๐บ๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐บ๐ ๐๐๐ฟ๐บ๐๐, ๐ป๐๐ ๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐
๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐ป๐ ๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ผ๐พ ๐๐๐๐
๐ฝ ๐ป๐พ ๐บ ๐๐๐ฝ๐ฝ๐
๐พ๐.
๐
๐๐ฟ๐พ ๐๐๐บ๐๐พ๐ ๐บ๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐.
๐๐พ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐พ๐๐พ๐๐, ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐บ๐
๐
๐ ๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐ ๐รญ๐!!
๐ ๐ผ๐บ๐ ๐๐๐บ๐๐๐๐พ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐ ๐๐๐บ๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ผ๐
๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐พ'๐ ๐พ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ป๐พ ๐บ ๐ฝ๐บ๐ฝ.
2025-09-22 04:02:18 +0000 UTC
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๐๐พ๐. ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
๐ฝ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ ๐ป๐พ๐ฟ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ'๐ ๐บ ๐
๐๐๐๐
๐พ ๐
๐๐๐๐พ๐.
๐๐๐พ ๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐
๐
๐๐๐บ๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐พ ๐๐๐ป๐
๐๐ผ๐
๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ผ๐๐๐ป๐พ๐.
๐จ๐๐บ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐ ๐
๐พ๐๐บ๐๐ฝ๐๐บ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ซ๐บ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐บ ๐ฝ๐พ๐ป๐๐. ๐ค ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐
๐๐๐
๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐บ๐
๐
๐.
๐ป๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ 6, ๐'๐ ๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ผ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ป๐พ ๐บ๐ป๐
๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐
๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐บ๐๐พ.
๐'๐ ๐พ๐๐ผ๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐บ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐ซ๐๐๐บ๐
๐บ ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐บ๐
๐
๐ ๐๐พ๐พ๐, ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐ป๐พ ๐'๐ ๐๐๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐บ๐๐๐ ๐บ ๐
๐๐๐๐
๐พ. ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐ ๐ฟ๐พ๐
๐ ๐ ๐๐บ๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ซ๐บ๐๐/๐ฏ๐พ๐ (๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐ฉ๐บ๐๐๐๐/๐ช๐บ๐
๐บ ๐พ๐๐) ๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฝ๐'๐ ๐
๐พ๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐บ๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐. ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฝ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐บ๐ป๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐บ๐
๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ผ๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐พ๐บ๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐, ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐๐บ๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐
๐ฝ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐พ๐บ๐
๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐พ.
๐'๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐ฟ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐บ๐๐บ๐๐.
๐ ๐๐๐๐บ๐
๐
๐ ๐ฝ๐ "๐ผ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐" ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐บ๐๐บ๐ผ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐ ๐๐
๐บ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ป๐พ๐ฟ๐๐๐พ ๐ ๐ฝ๐. ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฝ๐'๐ ๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐, ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฝ๐'๐ ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐. ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐บ๐๐๐
๐พ, ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ผ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐บ๐
๐
๐ ๐๐บ๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐ ๐ป๐พ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐บ๐
๐พ ๐
๐พ๐บ๐ฝ ๐๐ฟ ๐ฃ๐๐ฑ๐. ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฝ๐'๐ ๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐ ๐๐พ ๐
๐๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐
๐พ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐บ๐ (๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐พ๐), ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐๐ ๐บ ๐ฝ๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐พ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐พ.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ, ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ฝ ๐ญ๐ฎ ๐ผ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐
๐พ๐ (๐พ๐๐ผ๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐๐ ๐บ ๐๐๐๐๐
๐พ๐).
๐๐๐๐
๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ 2, ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐'๐ฝ ๐๐พ๐พ๐ [๐ฑ๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ค๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐จ๐ซ๐ค๐ฑ ๐จ๐ญ ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐ค ๐ธ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ง๐ ๐ต๐ค๐ญ๐ณ ๐ฒ๐ค๐ค๐ญ] ๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐บ๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐, ๐๐๐ผ๐ ๐
๐พ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ. ๐ ๐๐บ๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐บ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐บ ๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฝ. ๐ ๐
๐พ๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
๐๐ฟ ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐บ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐บ๐
๐
๐๐บ๐๐, ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐บ ๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐.
๐๐ป๐ ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐บ ๐๐ฟ ๐ ๐๐๐๐บ ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐ซ๐๐๐บ ๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐๐บ๐. ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ป ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ผ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐ฝ ๐๐บ๐ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐ ๐๐บ๐ฝ ๐บ๐
๐๐พ๐บ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐พ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ "๐ผ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐" ๐ฟ๐พ๐
๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐บ๐
๐๐ ๐๐พ ๐บ๐
๐๐พ๐บ๐ฝ๐. ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐
๐พ๐ผ๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐๐บ๐
๐
๐ ๐ป๐๐๐
๐ฝ ๐๐.
๐๐พ๐๐พ'๐ ๐๐ ๐
๐พ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐
. ๐บ๐ ๐บ๐
๐๐บ๐๐, ๐ ๐๐พ๐
๐ผ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐พ๐
๐
๐๐พ ๐๐๐บ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐.
2025-09-19 14:38:54 +0000 UTC
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๐บ๐
๐
๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐บ๐๐พ ๐๐พ ๐บ ๐
๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ฟ.
๐๐บ๐
๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ, ๐๐พ๐
๐
๐๐พ ๐บ๐
๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
2025-09-16 10:48:41 +0000 UTC
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๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐๐ผ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐บ๐
๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ผ๐๐พ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐.
๐๐๐ฝ๐บ๐๐พ๐ ๐ฟ๐พ๐พ๐
๐๐
๐๐, ๐ป๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐'๐ ๐ป๐ผ ๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฟ๐บ๐๐.
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐๐บ๐
๐พ ๐๐ฟ ๐ฃ๐๐ฑ๐ ๐๐๐
๐ ๐บ ๐
๐๐๐๐
๐พ ๐๐๐พ๐ ๐บ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐.
๐ ๐ผ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐พ๐ ๐๐, ๐บ๐๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐พ ๐บ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐. ๐ป๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐
๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐พ๐.
๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐
๐
๐๐๐พ ๐ป๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐พ ๐ ๐ผ๐บ๐. ๐ ๐ผ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ป๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐พ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ.
๐ค๐ฃ๐จ๐ณ: ๐บ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฟ ๐ฌ๐๐ผ๐๐พ๐ + ๐ฏ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐๐๐ ๐บ ๐๐๐บ๐๐พ๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐
2025-09-13 22:19:05 +0000 UTC
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as some of yall may've noticed, episode 7 was taken down by youtube. dw, i've reuploaded it here for anyone to view in case they missed it.
i know this disrupts the flow of the viewing experience for some, since a lot of people watch it through a playlist.
i am extremely proud of this episode. i loved working on it, and it means a lot to me. i wasn't trying to violate youtube's guidelines with this one, or push any boundaries. i just wanted to provide catharsis for my audience, and show the honest vulnerability between my two leads.
i even appealed the takedown, bc i genuinely didn't think it ventured past being artistic expression of intimacy.
but alas. on youtube, we play by their rules. all this has done is remind me why having a platform where you can express yourself fully is a non-negotiable for creatives.
it's okay! we're so far past season 1 of Doro.
i planned on unlisting it once Lacrimosa made its debut anyway, like I did for KH.
thank you for supporting my work in any way you might've.
2025-09-11 13:56:53 +0000 UTC
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i think when we design characters, there's always a bit of bias, esp when it's just a fun hobby for most of us. i personally have a rounder face and a weak cupid's bow, with my eyes being smaller than my nose and mouth/lips, so i naturally gravitated toward those aesthetics when creating.
i tried to venture away from those when making Kino, and i think in my attempt to just make him look "different" (which i personally think failed btw...lol he fits right in tbh), i created a character i'd grown to resent.
this is why i'll always tell you to do what you want. if you try to change just bc you feel pressure to do so, the result will almost always be something you're not proud of.
all that being said, Kino's been reworked like 5x and i think this is my favorite version. it was really hard to find his angles in the first episode of Lacrimosa. also, i hated his hair lol. i wanted it to be white, but warmer. i couldn't find one to frame his face like i wanted.
thank you kindly to MOOOD for making this hair specifically for Kino. i prob would've suffered without her LOL. every day, i thank the CC makers for helping me bring my story to life! i'll be editing the color just a tad to reflect his dark roots, but for now, i was just so excited that i wanted to show you. i hope you like this one.
more pictures:
anyway, i'm filming! this next episode will have a sweet + uncut version. talk to me if you wanna ๐ค
2025-09-10 12:45:26 +0000 UTC
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It's available here for ROSE tier, early access. not sure when it'll be public on youtube, so for now, it's patreon exclusive until i slowly start to release it.
thank you all for your patience. ask me anything.
2025-09-07 10:55:43 +0000 UTC
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๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ ๐๐ ๐บ๐
๐๐พ๐บ๐ฝ๐ ๐ฟ๐๐พ๐พ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ป๐พ.
๐บ๐๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐พ ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ 4๐.
2025-09-07 10:51:11 +0000 UTC
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my little bird in a shining gold cage...
episode 1 (part 1 of the intro episodes) drops in the next few days or monday/tuesday if all goes to plan. i've decided to keep the early episodes shorter like DoRo was, just to get into the flow of working on them naturally.
the difference is i've scripted these. no more going in raw like i did.
tbh i don't think i'll do a live premiere on youtube, at least not for a minute for this series.
also, i won't be posting to youtube right away. i might wait until i have a good chunk of episodes done before i even consider anything public.
this story is more lore-driven...character driven mostly but i'm focusing more on lore than trying to just get everyone to kiss. if doro was my impulse era, then Lacrimosa is my calculation era. it really was just the intro.
this is a huge pivot from doro and i already love it. thank you for holding space with me while i explore creatively.
can i let you in on a secret? i'm obsessed with Mickey and his arc, but i won't get to get into it at all until everything else is set up and it's killing me lol.
see you very soon!
2025-09-06 14:31:54 +0000 UTC
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hi! i'm finishing up the script and i'll be filming soon. i've finally taken proper pictures of some of the new main characters being introduced (that haven't been yet).
i wanted them to look closely related but not identical lol. they may look very alike, but their personalities are very different, and i think their senses of style are distinct as well.
when i was working on DoRo, i was super afraid to make my main female lead "too alt" looking, and i think this stemmed from me lacking the storytelling skill to make it make sense in-world. this time i said screw it and our main girls have dialed it to 10. let's make it fun!! welcome to alt black girl nation LOL.
Luna is more like the "all black", "gothy" leaning type with more feathers, faux fur, shiny pvc/leather, and fun silhouettes.
Lucia is more like the "modern" alt girl. her look is more relaxed and she keeps up with trends. she also really likes fun makeup.
at first, i didn't want the king to have an "advisor", but then i realized it wouldn't be as fun to write without giving him someone to bounce ideas off. i'm interested to see how you all react to Valetin.
Luna and Lucia originally had 2 friends, but I realized an extra personality wasn't needed. and now that Penelope's personality has changed a little, i needed the sweetheart character lol. also i was nervous about giving her the super "fantasy-style" name she has but i really like it and i think it fits my themes!!
2025-09-02 19:15:49 +0000 UTC
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(LACK-ri-MOH-sah) it's Latin for "weeping". ๐ฅ
you might also hear me call it โFLOKโ or "For the Future King".
itโs been years since I last made an Episode 1. my whole online life has been dedicated to DoRo. now I have the chance to begin again.
every time I start to try to draft, my hands go cold. starting over is scary, but exciting.
as always, my Patreon will have early access + uncut versions of episodes. thank you for your patience and loyalty. youโve given me the space to grow into this. i hope to always honor your good faith with my own hard work.
can i ask you something though?
do you believe in Fate? that everything aligns exactly as Fate would have it? have you ever thought about this?
2025-08-29 08:41:20 +0000 UTC
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i always save all my clips when i'm filming on a secondary drive. i've officially deleted all DoRo, since i know i'll never need it again.
it's official. we have moved on.
new save, new playlist, everything. everyone has slight makeovers, nothing crazy. i wanted to welcome us into the new world with something light. it may not feel too different, but a lot has changed internally. i'm currently saving to replace my PC, it's having a really hard time keeping up with the demands of all my programs. i really wanna have a new PC before i start my next series.
in the meantime, here's a girly conversation with my girl trio.
guy talk next? tell me all your thoughts.
also, if you want it:
2025-08-26 08:59:12 +0000 UTC
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i'm preparing everyone for my next mini-logue, and it'll feature pretty much the whole cast. so while i was doing that, i really wanted to take some pictures of Iza with long hair lol. i also took some pictures of my girl trio!
i think yall are gonna like Iza's next arc. no spoiler, but she and Arron both have the "loyal" trait lol. Arron is gonna have to work really hard to put space between them, even with time.
also i think Arron's whole "I'm so focused" shtick is just him running away again. Iza was too close, he was looking for a way out. but i guess we'll see? after the poll results ik yall are itching to see them interact again, prob just as badly as me lol.
i write my stories, but sometimes i let things get dictated by mood. this is why i was so shocked by Rome in the last short with him and Trina lol. his behavior was 100% mood driven. i played "unfolded" by Kehlani, saw him in that pronebone and it felt way too natural. thats when i decided.


2025-08-16 20:37:52 +0000 UTC
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i have nothing to say.
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2025-08-15 19:44:26 +0000 UTC
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expect a drop tomorrow at 1pm MST for my ROSE tier if all goes well. i'll keep you updated as usual.
and for those following the story, i've decided i'll be using Rome and Trina to chronicle the time skipping until my next series. since they're the only couple that survived, i feel like it only makes sense lol. tbh they were lucky they were too new to have real problems yet.
basically put, the next series takes place 4 yrs after the original DoRo storyline, and lands on the last semester of college for my main cast that actually attended college (Kino, Lars, Penelope, Jazmin and Arron). tbh i'm disinterested in filming any extra scenes that involve school-- college or otherwise-- so i jumped forward a little further.
if i'm being honest, Kino, Lars, and Arron are locked into school anyway for their individual reasons so there wouldn't be much story there anyway. i guess if you wanna count Kala sleeping her way through town but that can be explored later too (because she's still whoring around).
this short with Rome/Trina takes place a few weeks after the finale, then the one after that should jump forward a couple years. not sure yet, but it'll make sense when i'm done scripting it.
their dialogue in this short felt extremely personal to me, like most of my writing is. as you all know, i'm incapable of truly "making stuff up" so it all comes from my own personal experience.
i spent some time resenting Rome bc of my attachment to Sato, but i think i've matured and i'm ready to tackle his lore with care (and less bias). i hope you can feel my energy, even when i accidentally tried to bury it. Rome's scars were intentional, they are not for show. i always wanted an outlet- a safe space to talk about it in a world i control. i dont take that lightly.
i love you!! i'm being emotional lol. thank you for being patient with me!
2025-08-14 13:25:16 +0000 UTC
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i'm ngl. my heart is about to pop out of my chest.
and to whoever guessed body worship for Rome...
here are your flowers.

i'm having a bit of technical difficulties right now with my game. once i have the issue solved, filming will be wrapped up quick. i'll keep you updated if anything changes, but i'm aiming for friday. i've already finished scripting, and this will be the first short i've ever written a script for. it's called "say my name".
thank you all for your patience and i'll see you very soon. i want to handle all this with care.
2025-08-12 18:44:54 +0000 UTC
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i've been rewatching the finale live stream and rereading your reactions. i have a question for you, if you don't mind lending me your time.
of the characters being introduced in the next series, who are you most interested in learning more about? who intrigues you most? there's multiple choice, so choose all that apply. don't be afraid to be honest, i'm just interested in what you have to say.
anything helps, so feel free to comment if you'd like to explain yourself more.
2025-08-10 12:52:37 +0000 UTC
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listen. do you believe Lars and Penelope will rekindle in the future? what about Arron and Iza?
it might seem like spoiler, but Lars and Penelope will encounter each other again in the next series. and since Kino's attending ACAD and participating in the Advisor program with Arron, Iza and Arron will be running into each other from time to time.
be honest. ofc i already have my next few chapters planned, but i want to know your opinion.
there's multiple choice, so choose whatever applies. if you have other reasoning, please comment.
2025-08-10 12:46:12 +0000 UTC
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damn, she busted her DOME ๐ญ (a lot)
i'll be honest. never in a thousand years would i have ever guessed i'd be downloading or actively looking for assets for infants. i'd planned for at least one baby storyline for my next series, but i wasn't sure where i'd place it or how until i wrote my finale. and i mean the LAST draft of my finale. ๐ฅ
she's Arron's favorite happy little accident. they've been inseparable, even with Arron heading to ACAD. he's made it a habit to come down to visit at least every other weekend. also, it's odd but...at first when Andrea wasn't around much, school was a good excuse. now it's like she's always busy. Arron is often watching her all alone or with Kino.

also, she has the "hates being picked up" trait, and i've decided to leave it. Alejandra literally only likes being held when it's Arron or tall people like Iza, sometimes Sato (if he has food), and Rome, or her father Reno. and on the rare occasion her mom does, she doesn't mind either.
Arron is giving this baby girl the worst case of separation anxiety known to man and he doesn't even know yet. how're you gonna be a hover uncle?? Ale does not like anyone lol.
REAAAALLY excited to show you more of her personality in the next series, and the dynamic between her and Arron. โค๏ธ
also thank you to milkemie for the animation conversion. โจ
2025-08-08 01:05:39 +0000 UTC
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happy bday month, here's a cake from arron.

congrats on going into the next chapter worse than you started.


love that for you queen.
2025-08-05 07:03:40 +0000 UTC
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hello to my precious Warlords!
thank you to everyone for all the love and showing up to my finale premiere. the reaction SHOCKED me. i received so many interesting questions about everything.
i was surprised to see so many people interested in the lore of my world? i guess i worried a lot about info-dumping or being boring. thank you to everyone who expressed interest in knowing my characters deeper.
as you all know, i'm going to be dropping a Rome/Trina patreon exclusive short this month, following a bit of their interactions after graduation.
BUT ALSO!
because of you, i've decided i'll be releasing an Iza-focused short this month (if time allows). i realized that when i introduced her, i didn't really give myself time to build her lore and focused mainly on the Rome-Sato-Pen situation. i meant to make her feel mysterious but not vacant. thank you to everyone that spoke to me about this.
i know yall are hurting after the finale. hopefully providing a bit of Rome/Trina fluff and Iza backstory will give you all a bit of catharsis. either way, i want to focus mainly on patreon moving forward. thank you all for your interest in my little pixel people and giving me a space to yap... i admit being a little jaded after being told i'm always too much in my irl lol.
crazy to imagine i have people that actually wanna hear me yap lol.
2025-08-03 01:19:33 +0000 UTC
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i was asked to upload these by a fan of the series, so here you go โค๏ธ
perhaps you want to rewatch them or catch the ones you missed. either way, i'll leave them here for safekeeping.
2025-07-31 21:41:33 +0000 UTC
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