Check out my new entries: my brand new bisexual acrylic charms and some fresh print sets! Look out for the discounted and low stock items, too! I won't reprint that merch anymore 👀
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As usual, international shipping is available 🛫 And a reminder to all my patrons: you can get any print as gift if you make a purchase! Small prints for my SFW TIER members and large prints for my NSFW TIER members! And yep, with "any print" I'm talking about NSFW pieces and Patreon Exclusives, too 👀 Just DM me (here, on Twitter, or Insta) or email me to let me know what you wish!
A video preview of my new set of acrylic charms, that I'll drop when I reopen my Online Store in about a week! 🫶 Stay tuned for more info—and feel free to start thinking about which print you'd like to receive as a gift if you place an order!
CW for the text below: itty bit of blood play, dom/sub dynamic
Once Naoki yields and his relationship with Celeste takes a turn for the sin, blood play quickly becomes one of their favorite activities. It wasn’t a kink Naoki had explored with other partners besides Celeste, nor something he’d felt inclined toward before having on his hands a little bloodthirsty devil who, in the midst of pleasure, breathlessly stares at his pulsing veins as if his whole world revolves around them—and that might not be too far from the truth. The first time Naoki realized how much power that sort of play could give him, it so happened that Celeste’s claws had accidentally caught his flesh while trying to hold on to his shoulders for dear life. Celeste’s apology had died on his lips as soon as he’d noticed the blood swelling from the clean and shallow cut on Naoki’s neck. He’d asked right away. Begged for it, desperate yet so polite, the way he gets only when Naoki manages to break his insufferable, brattish act. They’d never engaged in feeding during intercourse before, and Naoki found himself wondering, what the hell had he been missing out on? Still, he’d been intransigent. “Do you really think you’re in any place to make demands?” And Celeste had lowered his eyes, shaking his head meekly. “I’m sorry, danna. I’ll be good, I swear. Tell me what to do to deserve it.” Naoki had given him instructions, but no promises. “We’ll see if you can behave.” And behave Celeste did, for once, laid on Naoki’s desk, folded in half over paperwork that used to feel compulsive more than compulsory before that far-too-necessary evil came into his life. Holding the back of his knees in a grip that would’ve been bruising for anyone else, Naoki had bowed over him and fucked him almost entirely stupid. Celeste had been so eager to please, and for better or for worse, Naoki had always been remarkably good at pushing himself and whoever was around him to their limit. Close to the end, he’d felt nearly lightheaded. What little blood he still had in his upper body was thumping in his ears, and Naoki did not realize he’d started to bleed from the wound until a droplet had trickled down his throat. Of course, for his part Celeste had been nothing but attentive. His pale eyes had widened as he’d taken in the slow descent of the ruby bead toward his open mouth, moans turning frantic and strangled along with each of Naoki’s brutal thrusts that brought the blood closer to falling. At the very last second, though, Celeste had shut his eyes and forcefully turned his head. The droplet had spattered on his cheekbone rather than on his waiting tongue, and when Naoki stopped short, Celeste had dared peering up at him. “You didn’t give me permission,” he’d panted pleadingly. “Have I been good enough?” He’d been downright perfect. Right at that moment, Naoki had wanted to kiss him so fucking badly. But that wasn’t something they did; the closest thing to such intimacy had only been feeding, with Celeste’s mouth pressed to his neck, and soft, blond curls entwined in his fingers. Therefore Naoki had swiped Celeste’s cheek clean. His thumb had lingered for longer than it was wise to indulge before he’d moved on to press it to Celeste’s plump lower lip. Celeste hadn’t even cared to lick or swallow until Naoki told him to. “Go ahead. Suck and show me if you’re more whore than demon.” And God damn it, if it isn’t tragic that Naoki can’t risk pushing anything thicker than a finger in that trap of a mouth Celeste clearly knows how to use. Just the same, Naoki will make do. There’s no point in focusing on what he’s powerless against when he’d rather take his fair share of pleasure in this newfound play. He’s better off investing in new gags, bits and muzzles, because the prospect of denying and edging Celeste to the point of desperation feels almost as good as eventually giving in to the feeding in itself.
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Thank you for reading 🫶 Hope you like the artworks, too! It's always a joy to get to work on my OCs. (Sasha, this one's for you my nasty girl. You should've been here to see it.)
Sooo normal that I've been jumping like a maniac in my seat because you need to believe me, this is so fucking hot
Lately I got some very interesting questions on CuriousCat about these two nasty mf (if you want to read my replies go here). One got me thinking about which kinks they would be into, and feeding denial popped into my mind (more like came in like a wrecking ball). Strictly in a BDSM setting though, Naoki would never actually starve Celeste. 🫶
(Me myself I'm enjoying writing shameless smut with them for the last chap of Courting Fire! Word count is at 8k+ and that's only foreplay... This Author can't believe these gays)
Ahhhh it was long overdue for me to draw hoen! I've had this idea stuck in my head for a while. There's just something about Enji guiding Hawks by the waist even while he's bottoming 🛐 To quote my own fic:
“I told you, didn’t I? I want everything,” Enji says, searing Keigo with his eyes. “All of you, little bird.”
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Some emotional blabbing, feel free to skip:
This month I'm trying to power through the absolute mess I'm feeling, but it's not easy. I apologize for not being able to draw more. For those who haven't heard, Sasha (TWT @spacenipnops / PTRN SpaceNip), one of my best friends and artistic inspiration, passed away on the 13th. This is the first pic I drew knowing full well she wouldn't be able to see it, give advice about it, or comment, making me feel special like only she could. It's been... a process. From trying to find the will to sit down before my tablet at all, to cleaning it repeatedly because I've been sobbing all over it, let alone decide what to draw in the first place. I wanted to draw my OCs, but that's a can of worms I'm not ready to unlock (hah) yet because Sasha was the only person in my life to know all about my original story. I wanted to draw Sasha's OCs but I still can't bring myself to even open our chat log where she sent me tons of ref pics/excerpts. So I went with endhawks, because that's the thing that years ago led us to talk every single day, and turned friendliness into one of the deepest connections I've ever had the privilege of forming.
Sorry, but I didn't feel like adding colors much. I still hope you can appreciate it.
Thank you for staying by my side and supporting me during all this.
Hello all, just a quick update to let you know I'll be taking a few days off to deal with something serious that's happening to one of my closest, dearest friends. I'm emotionally all over the place, and though I welcome drawing/writing as a distraction, I can't promise I'll be productive properly for a bit, and I don't know if I'll be able to reply to comments/messages, even though I read everything and they bring me so much needed joy.
Soon enough I guess you'll learn what's going on. In the meantime, please I beg you to go say to your loved ones and even to your favorite artists/writers how much they mean to you. Life is a stupid fleeting thing.
Oh Hawks, what you got there on that itty bitty waist? 🥴
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Just a quick piece because that redraw trend was whispering to me---but also to take a short break from writing! I thiiiink I finally might be over my writer's block, so this week I've been dedicating some overdue time to the last chap of Courting Fire! I'm set on finishing it as soon as possible! In the meantime, enjoy this naughty bird
Happy pride month my bi•tches! 💜 Here's a better look at my brand-new babies: translucent, golden-foiled charms, debuting at DoKomi and later on my online store!
I'm so happy with how they turned out 😭 I also thought about idiotic nicknames for them because my dad humor knows no limits:
We all have a hunger :) What can I say, I just think they match each other's freak :)))
On another note, hello rhombus print! ✨ I had this weird lil idea and decided to try it! I do like how it turned out, so much that I might give in to drawing a matching farcille one... 👀
Just a little something that's been sitting in my drafts since freaking 2022. It first came to me while I was reading the arc in-between the two wars (the one at the end of season 6 and that's also airing now,) so that's when I imagine this scene to be set.
Lately, I've been feeling much better mentally, so I felt like drawing something soft for once! Also, as I mentioned, I'm trying to focus on not defining things too much unless it's for prints/merch. This way I'll hopefully be able to draw more and faster as soon as I manage to master this brush I'm really vibing with (and find a way to slap some colors over everything). In the meantime, I hope you'll enjoy this, as I did while drawing it! 💜
P.S. I adore their hands. That size diff is immaculate 😩
And look out for the discounted and low stock items! I won't reprint that merch anymore 👀
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As usual, international shipping will be available! 🛫 And a reminder to all my patrons: you can get any print as gift if you make a purchase! Small prints for my SFW TIER members and large prints for my NSFW TIER members! And yep, with "any print" I'm talking about NSFW pieces and Patreon Exclusives, too 👀 Just DM me (here, on Twitter, or Insta) or email me to let me know what you wish!
I'll reopen my ONLINE STORE tomorrow 👀 About damn time, wasn't it! Spoiler: I'll keep it open until Sunday, June 9---but dw, I'll upload a proper post with all the info and the link to it when the time comes. Bye! 💜
While drawing this I've been thinking about bits of this AU... and one thing I'm sure of is that, even though in canon being talkative is Celeste's favorite way to manipulate humans and make them underestimate him, here he'd be almost completely silent. Merfolks would be seen as dangerous creatures who can't really talk but only parrot humans, to trick them and bring them to their deaths. Celeste would use this to his advantage as much as he uses his sharp tongue in canon. He would play dumb, pretend he doesn't understand a thing Naoki is saying, and would only repeat words rather than whole sentences. It's ok though, cuz my old man is smitten no matter what. But I think here he'd give in faster, since they wouldn't be fighting every 5 damn minutes—except for the one time Naoki unknowingly calls Celeste mermaid and gets shoved directly into the big blue sea.
Of the endhawks collab I did with my bestie Sasha (TWT @spacenipnops / PTR SpaceNip) a little while ago 💀💜 Since they started working mainly on their original stuff, they deleted most of their fanarts from their site, but they gave the OK to repost their part of the collab on my Krabby Patreon! I still love this collab so much 🥺
First set: lineart by yours truly, colors by SpaceNip Second set: lineart by SpaceNip, colors by yours truly
Just a quickie to force myself not to render every fucking thing all the time 🙈
Now, since the WIP of the last chapter of Courting Fire came in second in the previous poll, I'll try focusing on writing some! I'll try my best to smash this writer's block once and for all 💪 Wish me luck!
Of course I had to catch a stupid virus at the end of the month and couldn't finish this piece 😩 I tried my best but I really can't summon the color magic tonight. In the meantime, here's the B&W version! Now sorry but I'll go crash facefirst on my couch 😪
I'm so excited to finally show you a preview of the designs that have been plaguing my brain for months! What can I say, I'm a simple bi gal and I love silly puns. If everything goes according to keikaku, they'll have some details in golden foil and a dark translucent background ✨ I hope to have them ready for DoKomi (pride month), but in case production takes longer, I'll start selling them after the summer—right in time for Halloween 💜
Now please, indulge me in this market investigation: which is your fav keychain? 👀
Please help me decide what I should finish first! 👀
In the meantime, I'll keep working on my new set of charms—which won't be fandom-related, but I hope you'll still be able to appreciate them if you're bi and love silly puns (or if you have bi friends to gift them to)
Hello! 💜 Just a heads up to let you know that these first couple of weeks of April have been and will be hectic for my personal life. Lots of emotional stuff for me to deal with :')
Due to that, I haven't been able to draw much (🫠), but I promise I'll catch up in the second half of the month. I have tons of WIPs underway and I just have to decide which one to finish first— and about that, I'm gonna ask for your help through a poll 👀
Anyway, this weekend I have a con coming here in Turin! In my spare time, I hope to be able to sketch some cute merch ideas that have been plaguing my brain. But to be honest, this week I mostly want to catch up and have fun with Sasha (@spacenipnops / SpaceNip) who's coming to visit me in Italy and exhibit along with me!!! We'll be bi and do no crimes because we're actually two harmless snails. Please wish us luck for the con, though! 🛐✨
Also tbh with you, Ermes is doing his worst to make Dario and me both develop a foot thing lmao 😂 Those ankles and toes look straight-up indecent, cover them up slut—you know I will, I just gotta design a nice pair of socks for my stockings king 🫶
Ermes:
Btw, I hope you're vibing with this painterly streak I'm on! I don't think it's going to last much longer, but it's fun to change techniques once in a while!
Every time they try (and fail) oral sex, at the peak of frustration Naoki ends up telling Celeste something along the lines of: "I should have your canines pulled like that Demetra hag did with her pet. Maybe then your mouth would be finally worth fucking" and Celeste is so cock drunk that if it were up to him he'd even agree to it. Naoki is all talk, though. He would never go through with something so vile and that's the whole point of it. Giving his danna so much authority over him and never seeing it abused gets Celeste off like crazy, while Naoki lives for the rush of power that comes from knowing the most beautiful among bloodthirsty creatures would rather look up to him than suck the literal life out of him. 🥴
Btw, habemus neste playlist! It's spoiler-free, but you should be able to understand a great deal about them if you listen to the lyrics and the vibe of the songs :') As you can see, there's an overabundance of Woodkid in there. That man just KNOWS what I'm trying to do with Unlock. He GETS IT.
