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JIROUKAMI - NSFW poll

[CW lil bit of feminization in the dialog because why not 😌]

Prompt was: first time pegging 💜

JIROUKAMI work in progress

I lost count of how many piercings I gave to both of them lmao love these two to bits 🖤 The less hetero ship to ever hetero

Also, I have like 3 WIPs going on rn, just waiting to be colored? Never happened to me. I'm usually a start-to-finish type of gal. Think I'll begin with this one, tho

stoopid HAWKS meme

Just a silly horny birb for the summary of tonight's Courting Fire update, bye

(my OC) hot mess ERMES work in progress 😔🔥💦

I've been in A Mood lately... mental health is kicking my ass sigh. So I decided to take the opportunity to explore a side of Ermes that some of you might have already guessed by the chapters I posted and the info I shared here and there. My son is: A Mess, as the title says, but a very hot one lmao. In fact, I have an NSFW variation of the pic you can glimpse above that involves even fewer clothes and a lot more cum, and not all his. Damn, I love me a sad slut 😩

🔥September NSFW poll🔥

As always, please, feel free to vote for more than one option 💕

(Poll closes on September 18)

A bunch of ERASERMIGHT NSFW doodles...

[CW lil belly bulge teh heh]

What can I say, it's my secret for clear skin

(Ngl, these vers pics made me want to try my hand on bottom Enji & hoen so much. It's been long overdue 👁👁)

I'm back + ENDHAWKS sketch dump

Hello, hello, hello! I'm so excited to be back! 💜

As you can see, my love for enho is still raging strong. I'm neck deep into my fic Courting Fire, so here you go a few sketches that I did during August.
First pic was actually meant to be for the bday of my favorite flaming trashcan, but as I was pressuring myself to finish it in time, I realized that wasn’t very holiday-ish of me, so I'm gonna color it during this month instead.
Second is what I'd call a self-care study! I unleashed my facial features inner nerd because I just needed that ref sheet staring at my soul. Think I'm gonna print it and hang it up for good measure. God, I just adore drawing faces. And noses!!! I absolutely love giving Hawks a lil beak for a nose.
Third is just a quick doodle I did for the latest chapter of the aforementioned fic.

I also outlined a comic strip about my OCs Naoki & Celeste's first sexy time that gave me the vapors. Rn, it's too messy to show it to you, but I'll be working on that in the next future!

Lately, I've been writing a lot, too, and I'm really set on finishing CF during this month, so that I'll finally be able to start on the editing and all the artworks. Tbh, I wish I could have finished it during this month of pause I took... All in all, I wasn't able to get as much done as I wanted, but that’s probably what a vacation entails. I'm not sure. I'm still trying to get the gist of it. 💀

Btw, I'm also planning on sliiightly editing my tiers description to better reflect what I'm able to offer you at this moment. I was also thinking of changing the payout value to euros since that's my currency, but both these things won't affect you pretty much at all, I believe. Your billing should still be processed in your own currency; I'm just trying to bypass pointless conversion steps (e.g. GBP➡️USD➡️EUR will become GBP➡️EUR).

Phew, that's it for now. Lastly, stay tuned for the NSFW poll coming up in the next days! 👀

IITODO - NSFW poll

CW: deepthroating

Love me a desperate slut/service dom combo 🥴

(My silly brain, while I was drawing the 2nd panel: lmfao I bet Iida doesn't see a thing from up there without his glasses 💀)

Pausing billing for August to take a vacation! 🏖

Hello everyone! 💕

As I mentioned some of weeks ago, I'm going to put my Patreon page on pause for the whole duration of August. This means that when August starts, you won't be charged for that month, and your billing cycle will resume again in September as usual. The same goes for my patrons with an annual membership: you won't be charged for August and instead, your membership will be extended by 1 month to cover this pause. On the other hand, who subscribes for the first time will be billed normally to access all my previous content.

I really really need to rest because I feel close to a burnt out, and I'd rather stop & take care of myself while it's still manageable! 🙈 I hope you can understand and be a bit patient with me. I promise I'll come back with renewed strength to create even more stuff!

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(If you're curious to know what I'm going to focus on from September on, keep reading! Otherwise, thank you for your time and see you soon! The important message is over, now I'm gonna ramble a bit ahah)

On this note, I wish to let you all know that once I come back, I'm going to focus a lot more on the illustrations for Courting Fire, my endhawks fanfic that I want to turn into a digital & physical zine. I've been doing some studies during this past period, but if I want to see this project come to light, I need to roll up my sleeves and work harder. As some of you already know, this story is very dear to me, but also a fundamental testing ground for Unlock, my original novel. This means I can't take it slow and let Courting Fire become a side project. I need to give it my all now, finish it and learn from it so that hopefully I'll be able to create something even more touching in the future.

What does that mean for my Patreon? I guess a lot more of exclusive art 👀 I have all the intention of keeping most of these illustrations a secret until publication, but not to you! Actually, I'll need you even more than ever to get some precious feedback. I'll probably even ask your help through polls and things like that. I'll try my best to make it interesting for you!

I'll also keep drawing dicks in holes because you know me, I'm your resident sweet n spice lady 💀 The majority of Courting Fire is SFW enough, so I'll need NSFW breaks from all that wholesomeness. Therefore I'll keep making spicy fanart polls as usual! 🔥

Also, since I'll be done soon enough with the writing portion of Courting Fire, I have all the intention of using my writing time to focus again on Unlock. This means new chapters on the horizon!!!!! I'm so thrilled to go on with my original story and involve y'all in the process.

Then I'm thinking about my online store reopening, about new merch and so many other things!!

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(This is going to get more personal from here on, you can skip this part if you want)

All in all, I have so much stuff on my plate and that's why I need a breather to restore my energy before fully digging in. I'm aware that pausing Patreon and focusing more on personal projects may drive away some supporters, and that's fine.

But the thing is, I've reached a moment in my life where I need to put my needs first. I basically never do that, to be completely honest with you. I suck at that, I suck at thinking that who I am and what I want is important enough. I'm scared to do it. But well... I lost a friend, some months ago. Someone my age, someone with so many dreams and so much will to live, and his memory is constantly shifting my perspective. Every day that goes by without his endless potential in the world is a day I am not living to my fullest and I'm done with that. I'm so done. I want to use my art and my writing to convey this message, and I really hope you'll be part of this new journey.

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So thank you for staying with me to this day. If you decide to leave because my future projects have no appeal to you, please know that I'm so incredibly grateful for your support until now. Go make the most out of your life and your passions, too!!!! I'm sure you'll find so many other talented artists that share your interests 🙏

If, on the other hand, you decide to stay and see how it goes... well, as cheesy as it sounds, brace yourselves because there's going to be even more love in the Aira, my friends *finger guns*


With all my gratitude,
A Very Emotional Bitch

IITODO work in progress

Just wanted to share this pretty slut with y'all 💘

COURTING FIRE (ENHO) - gala outfits PT. 2 👀

47 whole years old and PINING 🤦‍♀️

Aaand here's the back view of Hawks' outfit! Poor Enji is going through it lmao

read the fic here

🔥July NSFW poll🔥 (TAKE #2 CUZ I'M DUMB)

I forgot to enable the multiple choices option the first time, so please, vote again! 😭

Some ships I've never drawn before 👀 I'd like to draw a couple of sketches of the winner if I manage!

As always, please, feel free to vote for more than one option 💕

(Poll closes on Jul 18)

COURTING FIRE (ENHO) - gala outfits ✨

read the fic here

I'm so excited to finally show you the designs that I've had in mind for almost a year, now, about those infamous gala chapters 🙈 I also think this will be the kind of style/palette I'll use for the illustrations inside the zine - nothing too pretentious color and line wise, but this way I hope to be able to focus more on the whole vibe of the scenes than on the rendition.

Well, hope you'll like this! Lots of love to those of you who are following and supporting this story, it means the world to me. Mwah 💋

I'M BACK FROM DOKOMI!

Hello! Like the title says, I'm back from THE German con - where I had a great time and was even able to meet some of you! 💜 I'm still a bit tired due to the trip, so I decided to treat myself with some easy studies for Courting Fire (my endhawks fic on Twitter). It's gala outfits, y'all! ✨️ I'm having so much fun drawing over these silhouettes, and I highly recommend this method if you've never tried it. Can't wait to show you the final result! Maybe I'll even sketch some interaction my stupid lovebirds had during that part of the story, we'll see 👀

On another note: since fortunately DoKomi went well enough for my finances, I'm entertaining the idea of pausing payments for August here on Patreon, to take a long overdue vacation during that month. I've been on the brink of a burnout for quite some time, and I guess it would be best to rest a bit before it becomes unbearable 🙈 I don't think I'll be able to stop working completely (I do want to start editing tf out of Courting Fire and make some plans for the cover + illustrations), but I'll try my best to touch some grass? sand? and take my eyes off a screen as much as possible. I'll let you know what I decide later on during this month! I'll surely write a proper post to explain everything to those of you who don't know what pausing Patreon means. In the meantime, stay tuned for some more art and July's poll! Mwah 💋

P.S. *staring at enho's size diff* I need that virgin twink fucking OBLITERATED

(my OCs) NESTE

Facts about Unlock: In this dystopic, vampire universe, l'Arma dei Carabinieri is a corrupted military force, heavily influenced by Demetra Lauda's social and economic hegemony over Italy. More than anyone else, Colonel Takusari is basically Demetra's lap dog, being the commandant of the Padan region where she lives. He lost count of how many times she has asked for his cooperation, even outside the limits of the law. Naoki considered himself a righteous man, once, but his thirst for power and recognition has led him further astray than he'd like to admit.

Maybe that's why God punished him with this koakuma, this tempting little devil in disguise of an angel, who is older than Naoki will ever be and sees right through him with terrifyingly sharp senses. Half the days, Naoki feels like he's playing right in the palm of Celeste's hand. Half the nights, he strives to prove ownership by claiming Celeste's body until he's satisfied.

One thing Naoki knows to be true about himself, though, is that he's never pleased or satisfied enough.

Presentation post of them 👉 here

(my OCs) NESTE work in progress

It's Naoki and Celeste again!!! And yes, in case you were wondering I am

TRIGUN enamel pins

Debuting at DoKomi and later on my online store! 💜✨ Ahhh I'm so happy with how they turned out!!!

ERASERCLOUD sketches

You know how the saying goes: you never forget your first love 😌💙

SHIRAKUMO sketches

Yabai, he's giving me the Tyki Mikk vibes 😳💦

I have this quirkless yakuza AU in mind where things went wrong and he became "Kurogiri" nonetheless, and now he essentially plays the same role of the caretaker/advisor for the young boss Tomura while also working as a bartender in the gang's main lair/club. But maybe there's something of the old Oboro still there...? Aizawa surely wants to find out 👀

CHOOSE WISELY 😌💙

Only one option, this time!

(Poll closes on June 12)

ENHO Ulysses/Siren AU comic strip

CW: vaginal intercourse
Enji wasn't able to resist the call of Homerically accurate Hawks, after all 😌

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I apologize to you all for taking so long to complete this. As I mentioned on Twitter, I'm so angry at myself for not finishing this mermay piece in time despite pulling so many late nights. I went from being so happy with it to becoming SO frustrated because nothing came out the way I wanted, and I kept on questioning every single choice I made. I think it's safe to assume I'm not cut out to draw comics whatsoever 😅 The only reason I didn't give up even tho I felt drained and disappointed in myself it's bc it's enho and by now you probably know how much I love this ship. Still, I hope the result is somewhat worth the wait, ahah! 🙈 Many thanks to y'all who stick with me even tho I'm slow af ⚰🫶

ENHO Ulysses/Siren AU - work in progress 4

Another WIP, since you seem to be aprecianting them 🥹 Honestly, your comments keep me so motivated! Still 2 panels to go, I can do this!!! 💪✨

ENHO Ulysses/Siren AU - work in progress 3

Enji be like no thoughts, head empty, only siren clussy 😤

(Sorry for spamming you with WIPs, but I'm really too happy with how this is turning out! Thank you for voting it in the poll 😭💘)

ENHO Ulysses/Siren AU - work in progress 2

Yeah, sorry, I had to show you this one 😩💦 I'm very,,,,,,,,, pleased with myself

ENHO Ulysses/Siren AU - work in progress

Me, outlining these comic pages:

This was..... a mistake, but one I'm glad I'm making 💜

AKIANGEL

Shotgunning in place of kisses 🚬

(For those who don't know the characters: no skin-to-skin contact cause everytime they touch they get this feeling ponytail dude's life shortens)

Think I'm gonna make a nice alternative version as a Patreon exclusive ft Angel with only lace panties on - but after I'm back from the con I'm attending this weekend! Hope peeps will like this new piece, and you as well! 👀💖

AKIANGEL work in progress #2

They gotta be a bit creative since they can't smooch 🫠

(Hhhh I gotta finish this by tomorrow for another con 😭 Why am I always like this 🤡)

WINGS & GLOVES & CIGARETTES work in progress

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(I haven't been losing my mind to study wings for my favorite bird to pass the opportunity to flex this newfound knowledge on THE Angel Devil)

🔥May NSFW poll🔥

Please, feel free to vote for more than one option! 💕

(Poll closes on May 8)

(my OCs) NAOKI & CELESTE sketches

LISTEN, I decide to blame this on you, Kaley, for first suggesting enho in an Unlock AU. Then I started rambling about it to Sasha like I usually do, and these mfs inserted themself in my story so perfectly, and even fit some plotholes, that I had to carve a place for them and make them my own. So here are some sketches of these two characters that have stolen my brain for the last couple of weeks.

Naoki is the carabinieri chief and a delicious, morally gray piece of work. He's also a real dilf because of course he is. His teen daughter Giada is a true delight. 💀

Celeste is Naoki's vampire toyboy and a fucking homewrecker. The gossips about the two of them are insane. But don't let Celeste's baby face fool you, he's right where he wants to be. 👀

Trivia: Naoki's owner key is kusarigama shaped 🔗